Stop comparing yourself to others, seriously. Go your own way.
Sex really does suck, believe me. I wish I stayed a virgin, and TBH I feel like killing myself because I'm no longer one. I've learned the hard way how fucking disgusting women are. Their holes stink and are full of nasty bacteria, disease, and DNA from all the men they've fucked. Moreover, as soon as you fuck a bitch you feel like pure shit afterwards and just want the whore to dissapear. It's hard to explain, but it's very unfulfilling. More draining and soul sucking actually. It's like the take a part of your vital essence when you stick you dick in their nasty goo cavities. I used to think I enjoyed it, because women, media, and my peers brainwashed me from a young age into believing pussy was the the greatest drug on Earth. Drugs are actually less harmful to you and your future than women.
Also, a woman are are fucking retards and the so-called "trad" or "intelligent" woman is a myth. Propaganda to keep us chasing an elusive bait we'll never catch. All of society is gynocentric, and women control the entire narrative, thereby controlling male psychology.
Any woman that is not a young virgin is incapable of pair-bonding and thus incapable of non-selfish loyalty or love. No woman will ever truly love you except maybe your mother - and even that is rare. Most mothers simply brainwash their sons from birth to fulfill their roles as future female servants in the global feminist agenda.
Read the book I attached. I wish I did a long time ago. Yes, it was written by a woman, but she reveals the true nature and goal of woman.
My best advice. Pretend like pussy doesn't exist. Because as in your ideal or fantasy it really doesn't. What you see on TV, porn, and magazines, and the internet, like the cake, is a lie. Don't evaluate your self-worth based on what women think of you. Stay a virgin, wear it as a badge of valor, and don't give it up to some worthless thot that only wants you as some resource to use up and throw away.