>few dates (with surprisingly beautiful young women) but no sex, and even if I could get it I wouldn't enjoy from *my fucked up spine
Its seriously fucked. I can't sit in a chair comfortably, can't sleep at night without an icepack, and have a constant burning sensation.
Doctor told me it would be a lifelong process of managing the pain. At this point I truly have nothing and the only reason I am not homeless is because i live with mommy.
Its not giving up, its giving in for.
If your only fucking problem is that you can't get laid you're not doing that bad. I would trade anything to have my strong, athletic, pain-free body again.