Not really sure where else to talk about this without hearing normalnigger screeching of
>sex is just sex lol
Trying to make up with my ex gf because I still see potential in our relationship, even if I did fuck up. Thing is, I had a casual fling while we were broken up that I have regrets about; normally I preserve my sexual energy for loved ones and I especially expect the same of girls who I'm dating. I'm fairly certain she hasn't had sex with anyone since we broke up, but I feel like I probably wouldn't take her back if she did the same.
Since I really love her, I feel like it'd be wrong to not accept her for making the same mistake that I did: feeling like shit so you do things you normally wouldn't do. It's just that she was a virgin when I met her and that's one thing that made the relationship so special. It's definitely not something I can just hide from her if we get back together.
Is it just a matter of masculinity vs femininity? Should I not be concerned if she doesn't care too much about what I did? Perhaps it's one of those cases where if I had given my love to someone else, then she wouldn't want me back, while if she had given her body to someone else, then I wouldn't want her back. Just thinking about this whole thing forces me to consider scenarios that probably didn't happen but make me jealous.