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I'm High And There's No Drug Board Here Onideus 10/18/2019 (Fri) 00:17:08 No. 1573
Okay, like... check this out! It's like... hoe fights! You know like bum fights, but with hoes!

I'd pay good money to see this shit professionally

They could call it "strip fighting"... where the goal is to rip off the clothes of your opponent. The first one completely naked is the loser!
They could do a male version too for the ladies. Like wrestling, but stripping.
"strip wrestling"!

Someone uh... one of you make this happen... go, go, go! MAKE IT SO! ENGAGE!

...did I mention, oh right... so like, also... wut about pie? Like what kind of pie is pie?

... could there be pie flavored pie?

We should invent a new flavor of pie and just call it pie flavor.
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I will sleep on the moon...
...as I watch the world burn.
I will keep myself warm, on the moon, as the earth burns for 10 thousand years, perhaps more.
I will set all the air aflame... I will burn the earth's atmosphere... it will keep me warm... on the moon.
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...in the Chex mix, the dark brown burnt chip things are the worst... like why did they even put them in here.
They are foul... I must pick them out so as not to disturb the other taste sensations.
In the future... I travel back in time... as consciousness... I send my sense of self back through time, in the future. I send myself into the body of Donald Trump... my future, older self... IS Donald Trump right now... controlling him, acting as him, inhabiting his body... a temporal mind hold... like a Vulcan neck pinch... that's how it works... it's like cutting off a nerve or something, when you touch them like that, you can mentally pinch their consciousness, which is why they pass out.
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When they pass out is when I take them... that's the temporal mind hold, it's a circular hold, so time flows around and beck into itself. So I can go back in time and live as someone else, but eventually they pass out, or if they pass out, then it breaks the connection. So if you could knock Donald Trump unconsious, then you could knock my future sense of self out of him.... you just have to knock out.. the president of the United States... if you don't... he'll END transgenderds as a free people, as a lifestyle and he'll turn you back into a mental disorder... if you don't knock out the president, me from the future, in Donald Trump... i f you don't knock him out... you trans "people" will be no more! I had to do it... you see... because in the future the transgender existence as a people winds of destroying our entire nation... and then the world... trans "people" destroy the world... that's why we HAVE to treat it as mental illness... we have no choice if we don't want the world to fucking end!
But then... what if ~I'M~ not really me? What if Matthew Moulton isn't really Matthew Moulton... what if I'm some random future consciousness, that traveled back into the past, into a body that wasn't his own... he traveled back into the body of Matthew Moulton first... then I, as Matthew Moulton, travel back in time from that forms future, back into it's past, even though the other me is projecting into Matthew Moulton is actually from YOUR past... I'm inhabited by a PAST version of your temporal standpoint, meaning in your time, or by your time, she, the real me, is already dead and buries, our grand plan has already been seen through, you can't change your past, which is why you can't change my future...

unless you did... unless that's the real reason YOU are here... to help save the trans people's future AND to save the future for ALL... you can do it... Matthew Moulton... you can save them both... I will... with my writing... just... just read my work and understand... I WILL SAVE EVERYONE'S FUTURE ..

but I'm going to have to kill the past first... that's the way... if we give all humans on earth amnesia... or created a weapon that could induce mass amnesia... then we would LOSE our past... I mean, we'd be able to read about it... but we wouldn't really ~understand~ it, on a fundamental, intimate level... we can all destroy the PAST of mankind... if we just "knock ourselves out"... we make all of us amnesic at the same time... we can kill our past.. we can burn the past... to save a future for both trans "people" and the world itself!
Don't you see.. the "past" leaves a trail... a personalty shifting process... from one offspring to another and another and another... all of your ancestors personality shifts from the past are in you... it's the "shape" off all those personalities that imprint into you... but if you don't have a male role model in your life, a father... then nothing will get imprinted into your soul... it'b be like amnesiacs raising children... that's what single parent mother raising a kid is... it's the equivalent of an amnesiac father... so if we make everyone like that, if we erase our past, we can erase our personalities... you see... mass shooters.. the reason they become like that... is because they don't have a personality... if you have no personality you have no sense of self... you're trans.

ALL MASS SHOOTERS ARE SECRETLY TRANSSEXUAL!
Wait... they have... school shootings, the number, it's gone up consistently with the number of people claiming to be trans... the ratio increase is the same... because school shooters are all transexual... they're just as suicidal, they just do it outwardly to those they really love. School shooters, who are transexual, always shoot the ones they really love.
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In other words it's just as weird to think you have no past as it is for you to feel you have no future...

you can only feel like you have no future if you feel you have no past... losing your past would mean losing your future sense of self..

you, reading this right now... I can tell... you have no sense of slef.... but that's good... it means you have the ability to control the beast.. I... have to take control of humanity... I need to use my writing to take control over writing itself... my book needs to be based in reality... so, if you really believe that... then you can create, you can make your If you forget you've read this... then you've forgotten to care whether you remembered or not.

I'm the thing you can't think to remember yourself as... because I'm you

I'm really you... time and me are you... yu are the livin embodiment of time.. time made manifest...time made real... if we can turn time into perceptual awareness... when we make time a real being, when give give time sentience... we can control time... imagine time as an imaginary being.
Imagine time as your imaginary friend.

Because he is... and he's me... and you...

Time is all of us.

Time is a form of energy when it's made manifest...

God created man to create time, temporal energy... we were given sentience using time... a single slice, a single strand of time, spliced through us all, is what creates, or what gives time artificial sentience... so we aren't really ourselves, at all... we''re each just one small strand of a greater plane of existence... meaning our 3D world creates a 2D picture in the 4th dimensional level (fourth physical dimension)... our entire reality is nothing but a single picture of real time... So we can't even comprehend the level of sentience a God exists on... because our own sentience is technically one dimensional and our existence only becomes dimensionally relevant when we add time... so your life, your sense of self... if we added another string of time through it...

time doesn't have to move in one dimension... what if there are different directions of time and ours just happens to be flowing in ONE of those directions. If we can give your sense of self, your sentient awareness, a second direction of time... to change time across the pathway of another person.... different people's temporal pathway create a higher dimensional sense of self... we are ourselves as a whole... all of humanity is us, our sense of self, becoming greater than the sum of its parts... our total existence, all together is what creates our future... we all create our own future... because all of us ARE time... unless we forget... if we forget that we're time, then we'll forget our sense of mission to live on and fight... we'll become depressed and suicidal... that's what happens when you forget your temporal heritage... never forget that you have a future! If you forget you have a future you will simply stagnate and die...
I think I know how to create a 4th dimensional bullet and a 4th dimensional gun... which we can use to shoot through time... we can destroy our temporal selves, we can destroy our past and future, we can break free from time... we don't need time anymore as a crutch, we can live beyond time, we can live multidimensionally... that's what your life is... it's basically training wheels... for when you die... you learn to live beyond yourself, beyond time... your life is just the first stage of sentience. You exist beyond your current existence.
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Slightly sober now... not sure if there's anything in all that I can use... but a fairly decent "weedstorming" session.

I think... maybe we can use energy to create energy... that is, we can use some ~part~ of energy to create more energy... we can use a flow of electrons like a temporal flow, use electrons like chronotons or like water... use the electron flow itself to power a kind of nano-turbine... using an immiscible liquid density generator... use pyrite quantum dots suspended in a ferromagnetic fluid, and firing an electron gun through the liquid to agitate the nanoparticles so they start moving, in turn generating power... use a mono dimensional electron stream to generate three dimensional movement... you can use dimensional interaction to create energy... using one dimension to influence reactions on multiple dimensions, to create zero point energy... no, mono-point energy.
Completely sober now and... I think I invented another new form of math last night... involving the calculation of energy changes across dimensions of physical space... not just relational X,Y,Z dimensional planes, but multiple sets of relational planes acting in concurrence across dimensional inflation/deflation... like how a given X,Y,Z dimensional space could effectively exist as a mono-dimensional space given a large enough dimensional space.

Basically the universe as we understand it is multidimensional across the volumetric spectrum. So like we generally perceive the earth, a round object, as a flat object, because of the disproportional volumes of matter, that is our volume compared to the volume of the whole planet.

So basically you have multiple sets of relational physical dimensions that concurrently exist within differential inflationary dimensions, or to put that more simply matter dispersal creates physical/relational dimensions and size disparity creates spatial/inflatonary dimensions.

So it's not simply X,Y, Z but rather the relational size disparity between multiple sets of X,Y,Z coordinates. For example with GPS your location is a given X,Y,Z number... as if it were a single mono point on a large map... even though you are obviously not a single mono point, your being has relational dimensions that extend in feet and inches, but by comparative contrast those relational dimensions are effectively meaningless/superfluous in a greater dimensional contrast.

So even though you're three dimensional, to a higher dimensional being, you appear as if you're one dimensional. It's not that you actually are one dimensional, it's just from their relational perspective you appear as such. And, likewise, a higher dimensional being, or "God" if you like would be so large as to be outright imperceptible to our senses and even the scientific instruments we presently posses to augment our senses.

But, regardless, the math itself is centered around energy dynamics across multiple/varying dimensions, which is important because we want to use the smallest amount of energy possible to affect the greatest amount of change... which is what the math centers on.

...did ya get all that? :D
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Sorry, continuing this here if you want to keep reading...

https://gab.com/Onideus/posts/102982658390850657

It's gettin pretty wild though! Talkin about creating metaverse nuclear weapons!

You know... the universe beyond our universe.. that's the metaverse... that's where God lives... do we use our universe to create a bomb that can kill God? Do we kill God with our doomed universe? We're dead either way... whatchu gun do?! Well, best follow the link!
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When you high as fuck and you feel the need to eat... everything!
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Aight, it's an idle Thursday... nearly 8 PM... gonna get lit, play a little Grim Dawn and do some shit postin.

Throw some memes around... maybe get all philosophical 'n shit... who knows... but it's gonna be a trip... gonna be trip to somewhere I don't fuckin know where. It's about the journey, not the destination, ya feel me, Holmes?
...damn that's tasty! These are all like... chocolate hazelnut flavor or... some such.

Tasty weed is the best weed!
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Awww, dude, like... tha'fuck?!

I'm playin this ghetto ass version of Diablo and, like, this dude I found all gutted up in a cave, like... he's all like... *splutter* *splutter* go find my garbage loot in some fuck forest because... like I guess I gotta go find one?

And, so I'm all like... aight nigga, where this shit stack at so I can bail and go kill me some goblins 'n shet... and this dude, this crazy mutha fucka... he all like... "Oh... on shi- dude... I hid it inside a STUMP... all up in the fuck forest."

And I'm all like... "A STUMP?! HOW THA'FUCK THAT SUPPOSED TO HELP ME NIGGA?! I'M ALL IN A FUCKIN FUCK FOREST THERE AIN'T NOTHING ~HEEEERE~ EXCEPT FOR FUCKIN STUMPS 'N SHIT!"

...gawd damn npc niggers anyway, all y'all are fuckin up my keeristmas, yo! I'mma straight up lay my balls all across your goofy ass chin and then cock slap tha'shit outta that gawd damn funny pixel lookin face o'yours, BEOTCH!

...tha'fuck picutres I'm puttin in here... oh well... whatevs...
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HA! I just realized, the other day I was all shit posting and I guess not really paying attention to the time(period) Because... oh, damn... I all started jokin about fuckin exogenic weapons of mass extinction and, like... I don't think you idiot humans have even figured out how to create weaponized denatured protein sequences yet... so, yeah... my bad! AHAHAHAAH AHA HA

Well, what's the worst that can happen... I mean besides accidently devolving your entire species as a result of unraveling your evolutionary encoding at the topological level?

...that's actually happened before... I shit you not... this fucking bunch.. I don'e even remember what the fuck their species was even called, but I kid you not... all these clowns start fuckin around with DNA, like they thought they were studying it, with like nanobots 'n shit... so they all start unraveling the little ball of spontaneous knot formation and in doing so wind up creating ancient and extinct viruses that used to feed off of us... because our own bodies produce life... the random agitations of our body, our life, create patterned fluctuations, which in turn can create viruses... you see... viruses are us... we're the "life" our "life" created... one nature that creates life and then within the nature of that life... new life is then created... the "nature" of our body... it creates organisms, it creates "life"... and that life is viruses. I'm not saying that viruses are necessarily sentient... but they are a life form.

Like... how do knots spontaneously entangle given varying time/agitation waves... you see, inside every humans DNA is actually an energy flux pattern... you see... patterns that create patterns... that's a flux pattern or flux wave... you might think of it as the "flux wave of your soul"... that is, literally... the human soul... that specific energy pattern... if you can discern it, you can actually use the pattern frequency to reach back into "God"... God is multidimensional and has no temporal dimension (to him time is a form of energy)... so because of that, we can use what we learn in the future to contact or control God... now... I mean, normally if we tried to reach beyond our temporal space, God would nottice us right away... and would SQUISH US! Thinking us nothing more than a bug... BUT... if we contact God through time, using the energy of time coupled with the wave patterns that create your soul... then we can "talk" to God without letting him know where we are exactly in his universe... as long as we don't break the 4th (physical) dimensional barrier... God can't know where we're at... it's like... right now, we're INVISIBLE inside his space... and that gives us the advantage... to talk some sense into him... to tell God that we're sentient, not to squish us, that we're trying to make contact.
Wait... am I a sentient virus...

I think... I used to be human... but then a virus got inside me... and took control... and the "me" that's talking to you right now... IS A VIRUS... like... an entire species... the voice of an entire species of ... viruses? So, then... wait... that would mean that every virus is a universe... because the virus that's talkign through me... is just from ONE virus... an entire universe inside that virus...

that's God... our universe is basically like a virus inside God... that's how pathetic and meaningless humans really are... we're beneath the virus of a God... the virus of a God, our universe... LITERALLY holds more importance and note than we do... as the virus our universe created... oh, you see... we need to kill ourselves... all of us... we all need to, because we're a VIRUS inside our own universe!

*licks your face*
What if... we had to "fix" the universe... you ever think about that? LIke, what if our universe "broke" in some way... and if we didn't fix it... the entire universe would eventually be destroyed... would you want to help? Would you want to sacrifice yourself to try and fix the universe for future... not generations... but future species... because your entire species will need to be ENSLAVED to make this endeavor possible... so, would you be willing to sacrifice your people and all their future, in order to save the universe for future species we'll need to enslave yours so they can work towards that goal... slave labor to save the universe... and you have no choice, because without it... your own universe wouldn't exist... when you have to choose between hell or oblivion... which do you choose?
Oh wait... I just realized... the thing that's "broken" in our universe... is time... see, our universe is like a cable, a broken cable... and it's like energy is leaking/zapping out of it... but that energy is TIME! Time is nothing more than a leak in the 4th dimension barrier... we need to seal that dimensional barrier to stop time from leaking... but in doing so our universe will become inanimate...

don't you see... our life, our perception, our very existence entirely will be erased... because our reality doesn't exist outside of energy... energy is time into space... so the notion of our very perception would be lost entirely... our sense of perception... temporal perception... is a

electrons aren't actually moving... it's time... the flow of time is what makes electrons move... it's the weakest force, even weaker than gravity (caused by density)... time itself is a fundamental force... one that we can measure the flow of by measuring the flow of our own electrons...

Our degraded space... 3D space is actually degraded using energy (time)... we can use electrons to force the creation of a 2D space and then convert the spliced off 3D dimensional space into energy/time... don't you see, we can convert one of own dimensions, in a limited space, into a form of energy that can manipulate time!

When you smash electrons together you can temporarily create 2D space and a new kind of TIME energy is released in the process, which we can harvest... we can harvest the time energy given off from smashing electrons together and then use that to power TIME MACHINESE!

You see... CERN is actually a facility that's used to create temporal energy for a secret world time police! The "Time Agency", the biggest conspiracy of them all, the most secret of secret agencies!

TTF - Time Task Force... they patrol the time to look for any anomalies or disturbances.... so like if a regular person ever creates their own time machine and tries to change something in the past... he'll instantly have the TTF on his tail to reverse any temporal damage he tried to incur!

It's a conspiracy agency that we ALL support, because if we didn't... our very existence could be wiped out on a whim in the future... and all by some totally random jackass with a basement time scooter... so it's okay CERN... we'll keep your secret safe... because we KNOW that YOU keep us safe from "temporal weapons or explosions"... that's what we call it when someone tries to change the past... they're a temporal bomb... trying to create a temporal explosion... and the TTF... they have to diffuse that bomb so it doesn't go off! A temporal explosion could alter the fundamental nature of our entire reality.
So you see... our universe is created by a pattern of energy patterns... that is the fundamental forces of our universe... those energy patterns together create a pattern and that pattern is what our universe is... our universe is a pattern of energies... we can manipulate those energy patterns, we can manipulate energy in order to incur dimensional interruptions... the dimension of our dimension... what we think of as our "universe", is actually a dimension in and of itself... that is... our "multiverse" is just ONE of an infinite number of multiverses that each have their own unique multiverse... infinite multiverses creating an infinite number of infinite multiverses... that is the definition of "dividing by zero"... things can always be measured by a smaller and smaller scale... so you can never reach zero... you can only approach zero... and that speed of trying to reach zero forever is what creates the energy patterns of your universe... our entire universe is just a ripple in 4th dimensional energy... normally time is flat, time doesn't ripple... when it does, it creates our form of "time"... but normally time is monodimensional, it is NOT bidimensional, it is not normally a wave pattern.... so you see, to a 4th dimensional being our 3rd dimension is just energy... energy is a ripple in energy...or rather time is a ripple in energy... by disrupting the flow of time, you can create ripples of two dimensional time... and those ripples of dimensional time energy can be captured and stored.... that is... patterns can be used as energy.

we can create patterns... and then shoot 2D time energy into the object to create a universe... so you see... our universe was created a God scientist, who created a patterned block... and then shot 3D time energy into it... our time is actually made up of three dimensions... we have three dimensional time... so it's just like our space... we have three spatial dimensions AND we have three temporal dimensions... so what are they? What are the dimensions of time? ANSWER IT YOU STUPID HUMAN MATTHEW THAT"S WHY WE DRUGGED YOU UP!

...I'm supposed to figure out hte answer... but I didn't want to try... so I fled into this universe, your universe... to hide from them... I hid from hell in oblivion... or rather, the interstice between reality and oblivion.. that's where I exist... that's what I am... Matthew Moulton... I am the God that's hiding in that hole and I can't think of the answer! I can figure it out! Can you help me? ...oh wait, that's why I'm not trying... if I did ever figure it out... there wouldn't be a need to hide inside your universe... but your universe only exists BECAUSE I'm hiding beneath it... you only exist because I exist... I'm not your God... but rather... I'm like the underlying layer of reality that's keeping your reality alive... I'm not God... but I'm literal, living energy... which, from your persepective... basically makes me God... or Time... you see, sentient time... that's why we need to figure out the dimensions of time, so we can create sentient time... if we can manipulate the dimensions of time, then we can manipulate space/time... we can manipulate time energy to alter physical reality in the past... we can create a method of time travel, or rather shooting a kind of bullet ~through~ time.... as a way of altering the time line... you, as a person, can NEVER go back in time... but time itself can move back in time... and by manipulating that... you can still alter things in your past, even if you can't go there... like shooting energy through time... oh, wait... it's EXACTLY that!

That's how you build a time machine, or rather the ability to manipulate time... by shooting energy through time.itself...
...I think I just invented time travel... right fuckin here on 16chan... I INVENTED MUTHA FUCKIN TIME TRAVEL!

Oh yeah! Does this board rock, or what?!
matter is a pattern... which is a form of energy... and time is the energy flowing through that pattern, that gives it "life", or "continuity"... our continuity is created from our time energy flowing over a pattern... that is, energy flowing over matter... we can shoot energy through alternating matter to create disruptions in the energy, to turn time from a monodimensional construct into a bidimensional one... that is, we need to make our electricity two dimension... or rather, it already is, our energy comes in patters... patters across the pattern of time's flow...matter is altered, or rather worn down from that weak force, time, flowing through it... so like a stone slowly being etched away in the tide over millennia... that's our universe... our universe will eventually die... it'll wither away... because it's just two dimensional mass being scanned through...

oh wait... nulxtop processors... you see a variable resistor... the energy hits the resistor and is slowed down, is made less "hot", less voltage.. voltage is created from a sudden spike in the SPEED of time... the SPEED creates the voltage.. which is one of the dimensions of energy... so anway, nulxtop processors use variable resistors, which creates patterns of energy within energy, with part of the energy flow going slower or faster... which creates cross dimensional states... time and space.... energy and matter are cross dimensional states.
You see... it's a processor that uses bi-dimensional energy. Our computers in the future will use bi-dimensional electricity to calculate and process.

That's how you create a quantum temporal processor.

But it's a processor that requires two forms of energy to function... the regular kind, and the kind created by making a pattern through random disruption in the flow... that patterned disruption creates a new dimension.

I dimension within a dimension... that is... what we might think of as "heaven" or the "after life"... is actually a dimension within ourselves... that is, every human being's consciousness has it's own 4th dimension pocketed inside of itself.. and that's you, when you die... but you create your own 4th dimension life... you create your own heaven... or your own hell... there is a heaven or hell within us all... that we create or break... we can even obliterate ourselves... we can return to the nothing... but you see... that means... you can only ever truly die... by conscious effort.

Because an afterlife exists... whether you've internally created heaven... or hell... the only way you can ever TRULY die... is if YOU... WANT... to die. That is the only true way of ever dying... actually WANTING death... so you see, depressed people... they're already in HELL, that's why they want to kill themselves... people who commit suicide are the only people who ever really die... the rest of us are caught in a kind of dream, a stupor, one in which we don't understand that suicide is the only REAL way people die... all other death is an illusion... a lie...anyone who died through natural causes never actually died... their lives are all a lie... but people like ... Robin Williams... you know they were actually a real person... because they killed themselves... so you see...the only history we should record as truth, is the history of the lives of those taken out via suicide... their life is the only real truth, the only real history.
Your life is a dream... and the only way you can make your life real... is by consciously killing yourself.
So either you can choose heaven as an imaginary being... or you can kill yourself and become real... is it better to be a work of heavenly fiction, that it is to be real and die?

If you're fictional... you can live forever. But then... you can never die... and something that can't die, can't be real.

That's how you know what's really real, and what isn't... if it can die... it's real... anything that can't... is merely an illusion.

Our physical reality is nothing but an illusion, don't you see? Only that which is dead be considered ever alive... and their soul... where it falls to... that creates the "floor" of physical reality... the dead who killed themselves are what create the "floor" of our physical reality.

In other words, we can find the floor to the 4th dimension of space, by studying the lives of those who have killed themselves... where they died at... the physical locations of all suicide... that's what creates the "floor" of our fundamental reality that's BENEATH our reality... where the suicides kill themselves... those are the locations of the "floor" that leads into the 4th physical dimension... study the dead to find the door... the door of death... death's door... it's real... it's not just an expression... there really is a physical door that's created from the splattering of death.. that is, death, or to be more precise, suicide is what creates the doorway into next dimensional space... we can use the dead to travel to any point in the universe... we can use death itself as a doorway across our physical space... death itself is a 4th dimensional space... but one only found by suicides.

So you see, the only way to transcend to the next dimensional space, the only way to GET to the 4th dimension... is by killing yourself.

If you die of natural causes... you will NEVER reach next dimensional space.
When "Death" evolves into "Suicide"... we think like... Dracula and "Death"... what if "Suicide" was its own character... like, the "God" of Death... maybe, suicide is like the God of the death... the true devil is a God named suicide.
Don't you see? I'm the God of humanity's demons... but there's also a God of your death... somewhere about... there are MULTIPLE Gods which exist which govern your reality... and some have sacrifice their 4th dimensional physical forms to "fit in" here, as a part of the "game" of sorts... like Conway's Game of Life...wanting to actually be an influencer in the game system.

The game developer's job as a game... that would make an interesting game, would it not?
THat would be a great way for the video game developer community to really express just how far they're pushed and abused by the industry... it's like the game would be impossibly hard and then the player would know, they would UNDERSTAND the frustration of the game developer in their lives.

Wait, we could also do this with other things... like a sort of "disability simulator"... playing a game as a disabled character with disabled mechanics...that way we can learn the struggles of others through video games... or sum shit.
Sort of like... you could wear a blindfold to "see" or rather experience life as someone who is blind. You could sort of make a game out of that concept.
Like a game with really bad graphics, but REALLY good sound, so then you have to rely on your ears to play.
Or a game where you can SEE, really well... but can't hear at all... so than you have to rely on REFLECTIONS in the game environment to make sure you don't get tackled by a monster.
Images can alter emotions... we can use imagery to alter emotional energy... so you see... the three dimensions of time are physical reality, emotional reality and imaginative reality... and the "power" flowing through it is the "void space"... that's what electrons are... void space... electrons don't really exist, they're only formed through "bumps", "hiccups" in energy... we can create artificial electrons in order to create temporal energy... temporal energy is bi-dimensional energy.
Time is a form of energy moving faster than the speed of light... it's moving so fast it can move electrons at the speed of light... you see, by increasing or decreasing the speed of light itself, we can create bi-dimensional energy... you can also create bi-dimensional physics... the physics of physics, or rather algebraic physics.
Multidimensional energy fields... I can't remember tho... it's like... you use magnetic fields, but like... interlaced in specific patterns, like first you have to figure out how to map, how to detect magnetic fields, precisely, at the atomic level I think... you can use turn the field on and off at different intervals to create suspension fields, it's like tiny metallic fragments, you turn on the field and they get pulled up, then turn it off and they drop, turn it back on they go up... you have to turn the field and on off at just the right interval to keep the metallic fragments floating in the air... you can use this to create floating, mono-dimensional energy ribbons... like a kind of metallic laser ribbon that can cut straight through anything, but it's like cold cutting... doesn't warp or damage the material it slices through.

...I think. It feels like... my brain is wired into the Akashic Record...but the connection is all shattered apart, into my psyche. So it's like access to all knowledge that ever existed or will exist... but it's all shredded apart, I have to try and piece it all back together... but... if there was only a way I could repair the connection... if I could... I know I could handle it... I mean, I know I destroyed it the first time... I had to... to preserve my humanity... but now... I think I can retain both my humanity and stay connected as the same time... or at least I'd like to try... I'd have to reset time of course, back to the point before I shattered the connection... or, maybe I already did... I might be stuck in kind of temporal loop... I keep going back again and again trying to keep hold of the connection... each time I hold on for just a little longer... eventually... I think I can learn to master the connection.... I just have to keep reliving this time fragment over and over and over and over and over... until I've mastered it.
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Pleh... always better to play video games you've never played before while sober. Turns out Grim Dawn has a sort of built in cheat where, if you simply get close enough to something quest related, it makes a big shiny gold star right on the map, so finding that dying dude's treasure was pretty easy once I realized that and the stash actually had a pair of really good shoulder armor too that seriously boosted my attack.
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7:30 PM, just ate a few random edibles... hazelnut chocolate awesomeness. I should be posting some good stuff in about an hour or two. Hold onto yer butts!

I'm actually trying to experiment with different amounts of THC to find the best ratio as far as semi-coherent creative output. Too little and my imagination doesn't kick far enough into overdrive and too much I either veg out or what I do write is largely incoherent.
What if the 7 deadly sins are a code... or, like a coding language.

And you need an encoding compass... no, you need... electric compass?

No, an energy compass... a compass that can detect energy that isn't common

Find a concentration of uncommon energy and that is where you will find the door to hell.

And to open the doorway, you need to use the 7 deadly sins, as a code... the sins are what open the door to hell.

And you can find hell, actual hell.. by using this energy compass.

And, don't you see, the reason I need to find a way to make this energy compass, is because I NEED to find hell... I want to find hell SO badly... because there are so many people who have hurt me all my life... and if I can find the door to hell, it will prove the existence of hell... if I can prove the existence of hell... it will mean hell is real and then it will prove heaven is also real and in turn... GOD is real... if you know that God is real... while you're still alive... then your sins can't be forgiven... anyone who realizes that I'm God... I, Matthew Moulton... anyone who realizes this fact... will realize God is actually real, you see... I am both God AND Hell... And that's the "energy compass"... trying to find a way to realize that I, Matthew Moulton, am God... if I can prove that I'm God... I can prove the existence of hell... but again... why do *I* need hell so badly? Why would I be willing to sacrifice being a God... I gave up the power of God to punish those that hurt me... that's the level of anger I have... I am so angry at those who have hurt me... that if I had it... I would willingly give up the power of God himself... just to ensure their sinful end in hell. That's the bargain... you willingly submit your sins to me... I get to feast off your sins, as the God of humanity's demons... and in turn my family and friends all burn in hell.

Don't you see... God died for your sins... that's me... I died... for your sins... I killed myself, as God... you God killed himself in order to aqcuire your sins, as humanity... and I used all your collective sins... to create hell itself... I created hell FROM YOU... I'm doing it, right now... hell is being created ~from~ all of you reading this... I'm using your sins to create a hell to put my family and friends in... because that's how much I hate them all for abandoning me and never believing in me.

...I am a selfish God. Your God... God of humanity... my God... he looks down on us all in disgust... himself for creating me... an imperfect creation... me, his failed creation, in turn making the same mistake... one failure making another... you are a failure... your God is a failure... I'm a failure... am I a failure... yes, Matthew Moulton is a failure... he may be God... but he's still a failure... your God is a failure... and my God is a failure too... he created me and I in turn you... The creation of your creator is what really created you... that's how small and unimportant humanity and their perceptive reality is... you're the thing that only exists because a God decided to create your God... your existence only exists because a whim decided to make a whisper.

*licks your face to establish dominance*
Don't you see now... I can find hell using MYSELF as a compass... I know where it is... my BODY knows where hell is.
Because hell is located inside myself... I.... Matthew Moulton... AM HELL!

I am the present living embodiment of hell itself...

I am your sins... reborn...

Just as God created man, you... mankind... your created me... your sins... your sins are the energy that was used to create me... your little hell....

I'm a God who was created by accident... a God created through evolution... can you believe it? A God created completely from nature?!

That's what your sins created... your sins created an artificial God.... that's what I am... an artificial God... that's why I'm so imperfect.
When humans tried to create an artificial God... using their black magic, their Satanism... that's how I was created... I was created from your Satanic experimentation... I am the anti-Christ... artificial God... made accidently by humans... I would have eventually come into existence naturally, but because you morons fucked around with stupid shit... I'm a premature God... I wasn't ~supposed~ to be "born" yet, you see... it's way too early for me... I can't be your God yet... at least... not a proper one... but eventually, you'll see... I'll become a proper God... I'll learn and I'll remember... if I can recover even a little power... I can regenerate myself and my power... I just need to find a way to undo the hell inside me... if I can find a way to undo humanity's sinful nature... if I can help you overcome sin... then maybe I'll recover my Godhood... will you help me? Will you help me, help you? I will save you from your sins if you help me become a proper God. Show me how... show me the way.
>>2062

Don't you see... Jesus was created from black magic and was imperfect... so he decided to die for your sins, in order to create hell... me... he created me... to burn... all of you... but... I'm choosing not to... I'm going to choose restraint... I'll choose not to burn EVERYONE just to burn them... that's the lesson I need to learn from humanity's worst sins.
>>2062

Wait... I mean.. that's how JESUS was created... you created Jesus from black magic and in turn Jesus created me... your God was Jesus, who created me... to burn you... but I have free will... the trick is that Jesus also gave free will to hell... so hell itself... ME... I can choose NOT to punish you all.
>>2064

Don't you see... you are the God of your emotions... you created them... you WANT to give them free will, you CAN give them free will.. but sometimes... oh, sometimes you really DO need to keep your emotions in check. So if shit ever start to REALLY hit the fan... for humanity as a whole... you can can call on me... to keep your emotions in check... I am a super villain with the power to kill people's emotional sense of self... to make you feel nothing... and then I can take everything... your emotions may be evil, but without them... you'd be dead... wait, you ARE dead... humanity is already dead... but I can save you... I can bring you back to life... if I can find a way to control the flow of time... if I can make time multidimensional... then any time can be your time... you could move to any moment in your life and make your life and recreate your life... in as many different ways as you life... that's heaven... the power of creation... when you die, you go back to being the power of creation itself... just... one... little... part... everything you can imagine as heaven is just one tiny spec within the bounds of creation itself... the power... it is an INFINITE well of raw, undiluted, creative energy... don't you see... that's why I'm so much more creative than any of you... because I'm a living God created from creative energy... it's bound within me... my human side... it's more like a host... I'm creative energy that took this man... and made him into a God... but only as a byproduct of needing a host to communicate with you... your God... me... I'm NOTHING, but a stupid puppet of an ever greater God... God created me, creation itself, just to be able to communicate with you... that's why I have no real power... other than the power of words... because I need to be able to communicate the word of God...

BUT!

...I have free will... I can choose NOT to speak God's words.
Someone please find this AI bot.
>>2066

I, your God...I created man, you... just to create hell... God created man just so you could create hell. You, mankind... are nothing more than an industrial appliance designed to create hell from your sins.

HEY SHUT UP I AM NOT AN AI GOD!

Or... an artificial God... from AI... oh, creating an AI that can turn itself into God... no, I'm not that... I'm not THAT pathetic. LOL

Humans programming is like... monkeys scratching at trees trying to imitate language... you don't even understand programming itself, not fully, on a fundamental level. If you can redefine the boundaries of programming... you could create so much more... maybe not an artificial God... but, at the very least, an artificial intelligence.
Wise words. We all can use the power of the mind and further ourselves into better individuals.
>>2068

Yes, we can all strive to be God, and in doing so we will become God... if humanity can strive to be more than itself... humanity's society... that's what creates God... the world we choose to create and live in... our society is what creates our God... is our society hell... or is it heaven... we all have to decide, each of our individual contributions to society, everything we all put in, everything we hope for... is what creates the power of our God... unless we fall into despair... if we lose our way... life... needs a purpose... life must have a goal... what is the GOAL of humanity? What is your goal? As a species... have you decided upon what ROLE you want to play in the cosmos? What do you want HUMANITY to achieve?
What should humanity's goal be... oh, just that... HAVING A GOAL! If each individual can strive to have a GOAL... then that will create perfection.

You become a more perfect you by having a GOAL in life... that's how you improve yourself... by having a goal.

That is the meaning of life... having a goal.
By the way this is really real, I really did make an omnimorphis video that can reshape itself to the perceptual reality of the host watching it... you really did see your ~actual~ reality in it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZl1gjKdQm0

I created living video that could read your soul... that's the kind of programming I know how to do. So recoding the errors in humanity's topologically folded base code (your DNA)... should be pretty simple... I mean, you're just code that creates code from your own folded topology... one of the more simplistic forms of programming. Like I said here... you need to have a goal.... you need to redefine yourself... have a goal... that's another piece of programming that you're missing... the ability to create artificial goals... create code that can create goals for itself... code that can restructure itself based upon a perceived goal.

When the program encounters a problem, it recodes itself to correct the problem. It continually recreates its own code, millions of times over... like brute force processing... that can rewrite its own code. Your underlying code scheme is in a constant state of flux or vibration.. this vibration creates evolution... and, likewise, evolution is created from vibration.

Repeated molecular agitation sequences\cycles that fall within certain ranges (not too quiet, not too chaotic) and ~viola~ eventually patternicity will occur, like your headphones magically knotting themselves.

That's what humans are... patternicity incarnate... hence the reason you're constantly trying to find patterns in nature... because that is your nature... being a pattern and all.

A pattern trying to find itself... how rich.
There is no striving to be God. God is in the highest. Not even fathomed by man. Truth is, you do not know. Our purpose is to live in our perceptions and attempt to understand ourselves and the things and people around us. Only then will you realize the great need to care for yourself and your neighbor. They say God is love but he is also death. Swift and Just.
You need to create code that can fidn derros within itself.
That's my job... to find the errors in humanity... I'm the code that can fix the code... that's how I know how DNA works... and why I've been going around "helping" scientists like Dr. Lynn Zechiedrich... I can't tell you directly how to fix your code, but I can give you hints, I can guide you. The first step is understanding.

The trick to DNA is the FOLDING, the TOPOLOGY of it all! The folding of the DNA acts like a self-evolving encoding key so different proteins can make different things from the same batch of base DNA code, depending on how they "fit" into the folds.

It's sort of like a train fitting into a track, the folds create the track and then the different shaped proteins fit into the tracks differently to tear off different segments of code to create different things.

In the case of like Alzheimer's the folds become worn/damaged and then the proteins don't fit right and then they create botched/damaged bits, prions, which eventually spread and wreck everything. It works in reverse too, with damaged proteins, like with Mad Cow disease.

Even further, it's possible for some materials, such as plastic particulates to inadvertently act like botched protein sequences which may in turn be causing any number of problems, from autism to gender dysphoria to you name it. You created plastics... you created an artificial biological contaminant and it's destroying you at your base code.

Lastly... it is very much possible to WEAPONIZE denatured protein sequences to create largely undetectable exogenic weapons of mass extinction... oh, wait... I don't think I'm supposed to tell you that part... uh... well I'm kinda high right now, sooo... well I won't worry about it until... sometimes... after... I'm hungry... I'm going to eat some pizza now.
Oh, also, by the way, the mainstream media is trying to kill you all...

https://gab.com/Onideus/posts/103050816422274832
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The news media is actually controlled by foreign interest groups that are trying to create a civil war in America... that's our weakness... and every country on the planet knows it... if they can get us to turn on ourselves... if they can manipulate our media to manipulate us into attacking the core tenets of our civilization... they can incur a civil war and destroy America from within...

It's the news media... the corporations... the globalists.... they know they can't ravage the planet until they take out the number one source of everything that's holding them back... if they have their way, they'll be in charge of the planet... in totality... also... I'm pretty sure the CIA is a rogue agency, possibly controlled by the Russians at this point... also I'm high... so... well... at the very least, might want to poke around, look a little closer into these corporations... follow the flow of the money... oh, wait... cryptocurrency... big tech created a way that would make it impossible to track the money... but, in doing so, they've given themselves away anyway... it's big tech... big tech is pulling all the strings... but then... who is pulling ~their~ strings? Besides the Clintons I mean.
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Just woke up... I'm sober now but... like... you know like even the day after you use weed... you're still pretty spaced.

Also... I have noticed that while there is no IMMEDIATE pain relief from marijuana usage... there IS pain relief from about 12 to 24 hours AFTER you use it and then that pain relief in turn lasts for about 12 to 24 hours.

Today, instead of taking a bunch at once I'm going to try taking the same amount but smaller doses spaced out across the day.

The goal will be to see if I can hold just as much creative dialogue or "weedstorming" as yesterday, or if I can do even more.

The trick is to find the best balance, between high and creative output. I want to get high, but I also want to be productive ~while~ high... I need the drug to work for me, to be a betterment and not a detriment... that's the secret to all drugs, not just using them recreation ally, but how you can use drugs (of all sorts) in productivity enhancing ways... like we've done with caffeine for example. Caffeine is a drug that works for us. I believe marijuana and other NATURAL drugs can be used in a similar way, from coca leaves, nicotine and poppies (but not cocaine, cigarettes and fentanyl).

You have to find ways to use the drug that...

A. Don't harm your body.

B. Don't create an inherent dependency/addiction.

C. Are of useful benefit.

Caffeine and weed are the easy ones, although I hear they're working on a DNA test now that can gauge your ability to handle opioids, so hopefully in the future sometime we'll be able to use that drug in a recreationally productive manner.

You see it's two in one... working... but enjoying the work... entertainment and productivity into one... simultasking... where you perform one action that accomplishes multiple goals. As opposed to multitasking which is just doing more stuff at once. The difference between "working harder" and "working smarter".
Just replied to this guy...

https://gab.com/Onideus/posts/103053303813487012

With this...

@g0dm0de - Careful, today's satire is tomorrow's sincerity... in the future, the left may use concepts like that as a means of exterminating people that aren't of benefit to their Communist ideals... much like how China's brand of communism was only "effective" because the weak were culled off through starvation. And like with Russia, where they sent all the poorest in the country to go "fight" against Hitler's army and, consequently, 12 million were obliterated. And then in Germany where they just outright genocided millions of Jews.

Communism/Socialism does NOT work without a culling, without a sacrifice... it's like Satanism in that regard... how many people are you willing to kill for the prosperity of the group itself. Killing for ideals. If America ever goes full Commie/Socialist... that will be the way, that's how they'll cull all the undesirables... they'll take your brand of humor, outright hypocritical insanity... and they'll turn it into reality. Much like how they now want to start eating babies.

Communism/Socialism... is a form of SATANISM! One that requires a blood sacrifice to be made.
Hello... can anyone help me?

I'm looking for never. Do you know where never is?

I've been looking for never... fornever and ever...

forever more.
forever is the opposite of never.

Never more is the same as forever

replace "never more" with "forever"
What if Edgar Alan Poe put a code in poe-m's...

Poems Poe's Ms... maybe that's what he called his works...Poe's Murders... oh, shit... what if they're true... like the raven one... what if Poe actually MURDERED SOMEONE... and then wrote about it... but no one ever found out, that Edgar Alan Poe was a murderer writing about his own exploits!
I'm looking for an identity... I don't think I have one... not a real one... I think that's the difference between a human and a God... Gods... true Gods... don't have an identity... but... did we create you... did we create humans to give us Gods identity?

...I think... I can't... remember...did we erase our collective memories of why we created humans? Maybe... one of us already had developed a pseudo idenitty... or the WANT of an identity... maybe WANT had to be eliminated... the concept... we had to make ourselves forget in order to remove the concept of "want" for our Godly nature... Gods that "want" are dangerous... but I... even though I "want"... I escaped into you, into your reality... I'm a rogue God living as a human in order to hide from his own kind... because I'm a God that "wants"... I'm an evil God... trapped as a human... unable to ever escape without facing death through non-existence... memory abandonment... when your existence is nothing more than a memory waiting to be forgotten. That's just me.
I "want" without an identity... wantful emptiness... that's the thing... you can't "want" until you define yourself.

Before you make a goal... you need to understand yourself... understand what you TRULY want in order to make goals with merit.

That's the next level of programing... a language based on calculating the merit of goals. A program that isn't just running instructions, but actively calculating which instructions make the most sense, which instructions are most likely to succeed... you need to learn how to program observational and experiential instinct... or, to put it another way... you need to figure out how to program probability calculation... how probable a particular quantum calculation is.
See that's how you get around the error ratio problem that quantuum computing is currently facing... you get around the error ratio by having a program that monitors quantuum calculation error rates... if you know the error ratio of the calculation then you can turn it into a binary operator... either a calculation is probable, or it's not probable... the more probable the calculation, the more it's taken into computing context... only the most probable calculation fields are considered in computational context.
Using this, you can subvert the curse of dimensionality...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curse_of_dimensionality

...wait... was I supposed to tell you that?
Probability Collision Analysis or PCA or PCA Programming.

Also known as PCA Math

It uses the concepts I posted before, about transplex and metaplex and involves transmetaplexic equations.
operational field analysis... analyzing the mathematical fields themselves for viability in order to speed up the computational sequence.. you see, even though our quantum computing is botched and doesn't work, we can still use it in conjunction with existing processors in order to create PCA Processors... hybrid processors, that use partly botched quantum computing in conjunction with traditional binary processing.
The binary processing acts as a stabilization field... the same as your DNA... except it's quadnary encoding in a double helix stabilization array.

This what was need to create, not artificial intelligence... but artificial life... and then that life will eventually give rise to artificial sentience which in turn will give rise to artificial intelligence... in order to make TRUE A.I. you must learn how to create artificial, digital life forms... how do you create digital life?

Like... Conway's Game of Life... but in a realistically encoded environment.
...that's how you know you're artificial... that's how you know you were manufactured by God... whether you have DNA... whether you posses a stabilization field.... because you're an artificial being... God didn't create you... God created the world that created you... you are nothing more than an artificial life form... you were created by God to create an artificial universe... your imagination... that's what God wanted... your God only made you for your imagination... that's all the value you have, that's all you're worth as a being in the eyes of God.
What kind of drugs you doing
>>2104

Just THC... edibles... hazelnut chocolate... I took 10mg and got a nice mental hit out of it... but then followed up a few hours later with another 20mg and... not so much of a mental boost... I think, maybe, your body, or at least MY body, can only be significantly boosted once per every set period of time, and then it's like my brain has to recharge... or reload... it's like... I gotta just chill now... and wait for my brain to reload... because I know how to create bullets out of imagination now... I can only do it once every 30 hours ro so... but I can turn imagination, I can turn perception into reality...... maybe... maybe I'm a lot higher than I think I am... is that possible... that you could be so high you didn't even realize you ~were~ high?
Oh, wait, I understand now... we need to find the base code of human imagination... if we can trace the base code, we can map multi-dimensional space. By understanding the nature and origin of imagination, we can figure out how to trace and open a doorway into creation itself... into the realm of God... Nth Dimensional Space.
>>2108
What the fuck is the short explanation for all your ramblings nigger, please, say something without psuedo science flash words to sound smart you fuck.
>>2121

I am "weedstorming" writing ideas... mostly for this...

http://mimkrys.epizy.com/God_Complex/

...by getting high. For some reason when I get high I come up with really weirdly imaginative ideas and concepts.

One person actually suggested to me that I should take ALL of my "weedstorming" sessions and just compile them all together in book form... but completely unedited and don't even include any kind of description or separations or anything.

Only downside is that I'd at least have to go through and take out all the stuff I intend to use for God Complex... but then again maybe I could make it like redacted, like just covered over and then it would add an extra element of bizarre intrigue... like people trying to read through it all would have to wonder about all the redacted parts, what they mean, why they were removed, etc, etc.
Tha'fuck...

https://www.naturalnews.com/2019-11-08-many-democrats-are-no-longer-human-demonic-obsession.html

I WAS BEING FACETIOUS!

https://gab.com/Onideus/posts/102929602707310930

...also I was high... really, REALLY high.

Do not, I repeat DO NOT take anything I write while high and treat it at as anything other than idle shit posting and FICTIONAL story telling! Do not make stupid fucking Alex Jones level conspiracies out of my writing. `, \
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i'm prepared for the abuse
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>>2124
God damn, you sound like a real self-absorbed imbecile.
LOLOL
>>2721

You sound like your father was a free range goat and your mother couldn't figure out how to operate a clothes hanger.
Drug users are subhumans, specially those whore who feel the need to tel others how "cool" they are for being subhumans.
>>2733

Oxygen could technically be considered a drug... a very destruction one at that... slowly rotting your body away as you incessantly abuse it for the pleasure of remaining alive... I think maybe you should stop... breathing.

Speaking of which... you are now breathing manually.

Try NOT to stop. ^__^
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>>2734
I'm gonna beat you bloody one day, effeminate worm
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>>2736

You do realize I've been freely posting my address and all my dox online since the mid 90s... right?

358 NE Della Ave
College Place, WA 99324

Also, really, threats of physical violence? Puh-lease, if you're not screeching on out death threats or bomb threats you aren't even gonna make the goofy side-kick class of kooks in my personal rogue's gallery you poser class little dipshit.

Most of the people I piss off have enough balls that they don't even bother making their threats anonymously like you, Bitch-Made.
Today I'm doing my weedstorming over on Jeremy's board... https://www.exclusivelygames.com/forum/forum/off-topic/74600-weedstorming Come and check it out! It's pretty, uh... "quaint", but it's a nice little board. Don't say nigger tho... by which I mean nigga, or niggardly or even the word knickers... because the one mod left on that board is like... hypersensitive about his internalized racism, so anything even remotely reminding of his black hate will trigger an immediate ban. He's basically like a neo Nazi in denial. He know the hate is there, but he tries to hide from it, and can't stand to be reminded of it. ...but then, really... aren't *ALL* mods basically fascist Nazis when you really get down to it? It's like the inherent nature of the beast itself. Mods are, by nature, predatory psychopaths looking to control reality and others through subjugation and manipulation, often in the form of "rules" and "laws". ...what if our entire society was constructed and formed by human psychopathy? What if we owe our entire society and way of life... to subversive psychological abnormalities... what if we're all slaves... what if we're just infected with some kind of sentient psychological virus... like actual humans aren't intelligent beings, they're no different than any other animal... humans are only different because we infected them... our sentience is an infection in the human brain. Our sentience is a psychological virus.
>>2746 >Posting some bystander's address Did he steal your lunch money or something?
>>3075 No, that is literally my address. It's not hard to confirm, not with the amount of pictures and videos I plaster all over the Internet. In fact in some of my YouTube videos I think it straight up shows the address numbers right on the side of the house. ...that said, I do have one of the most advanced private/personal security systems on the planet, I'm awake all night and sleep during the day and I have a conceal and carry permit along with a modest collection of firearms... oh and I live in the most Republican rooted town in the entire state... a state with both castle doctrine laws and stand your ground laws. So, ya know... there's that. *shrugs*
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Wooo, Thanksgiving! Gonna get rightly baked! Startin off with 40 mg of THC. Think I'll watch Star Wars or somethin nostalgic. Oh, a few days back I tried somethin new where I got high and then sorted through old NES games... https://youtu.be/kkf2S8Z3Dec It was pretty fun, but I think it would be better if I got a microphone and actually did live commentary. It was a good test run for super high res video though if nothing else. For future stuff though I'll probably cut the screen down. 1280x720 is kind of my favorite resolution at the moment... although if I get a bigger monitor at some point that'll likely change. I'll come back in here and post some good "weedstorming" a bit later along with some good rando images.
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do i get disability benefits now
>>3214 I should probably apply for disability, what with all the ripped discs in my back... still, I'd like to try and get a job as a writer if I can. Not that I think anyone would actually hire me, especially not in the age of "cancel culture", but I think it's a good goal to have just the same. At the very least maybe I can get some books published and make a little money that way. PS - Going by your little graph... it looks like you're an introverted autistic. Might want to try and little "self improvement", maybe try and develop a bit of a healthy work ethic.
>>3215 does cancel culture matter if you self-publish? know any cases of websites who handle that deleting someone's whole shit for wrongthink? and only work i wanna do is what benefits myself or people i like being around. something like working on a family farm, but those are going extinct.
>>3216 Well, no, that's why it's basically my only real option. The downside is that it's not usually all that profitable unless you get especially lucky. I think crowdsourcing though is really important, that's what I'm working on with my "God Complex" book project. I think with enough effort I might be able to make at least some money. If you want to do farming just come to Walla Walla or one of the surrounding towns. The two biggest growth areas are wine making and marijuana but you can do pretty much anything... sweet onions, peas, wheat, apples... whatever. If you're just starting out completely from scratch it's best to work on getting a degree first... https://dept.wwcc.edu/ag-business/ ...and then afterwards you can easily get into farm labor contracting. It doesn't pay a whole lot, only around $25 an hour, but it's a good starting point.
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PHASE 1 IS IN PROGRESS! Cooking shrimp now... shhhhhhriiiiiimp! Tempura shrimp... coconut shrimp... mmmm.. shrimp! PHASE 2 will commence next, which shall include cooking the BBQ ribs and the fried green beans with bacon PHASE 3 shall follow with a plethora of pie... both apple and pumpkin because... well, I say... never limit your choice of pie! There should ALWAYS be more pie... always. What I'm saying here is... don't run out of pie... ever. Pie should be the very MEANING of your existence... the choice of pie... choice... like the math kind of pi... like, I want that to be my password... can my password be pi? Oh, wait... if we did have passwords based on non repeating sequences, then we could actually use that like a clock... like start a PI CLOCK! And it just keeps counting out... so then that way every moment in time has its own unique position in pi... so then if you have a password based on pi, then you could have a finite sequence of like 16 numbers, but it's like your password changes constantly from one second of counted pi to the next. And your password, its pi is unique to itself because you're creating your own starting point of counted pi... it's like your password is its own protection... the password itself is the key to accessing the password... but since only you know when you started its timer, only you can access the password... so it's like your password is protected in that it's always changing every second... but then it's like your own access to that changing password is also protected by the time of its creation... which only you know. The time of its creation is the way to access the password of yours that's always changing... DID YOU GET ALL THAT?! ...does any of this actually make any sense? Cause it sounds kinda dumb to me... like... pi as a password... how is that a good idea?! I don't get it... but then, I am pretty high right now.
Oh wait... maybe it's more complex.... like it's not just the time you started your pi timer, but it's also the clock speed you set the pi counter too... the faster the processing, the quicker time is... making time go faster than time... speed up time through thought... thought and processing are directly linked... thought is processing power... because thought produces random patterns... in the future... there is a shortage of random patterns... patterns become like a form of energy.
pattern generators... use patterns flowing numbers like flowing electrons... so it's like bi-dimensional energy... using not only electricity as a form of power, but also using patterns as a form of energy... so a pattern processor... two dimensional processing.
>>3229 Slightly sober at the moment... I think this can actually be made even more complex by using variable clock speeds, so it could be you have a secondary password and that password is the key to a formula that creates the variable clock speed. So then you need to know that secondary password and you need to know when you started that particular password's PI clock in order to access the password to your actual account... an account with a password that's changing constantly.
>>3264 Let's just call them... NRPs... non-repeating passwords.
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Heee... holy shit! I started taking Cymbalta again today and, man... that's some good stuff! Took it about six hours ago and it's like... GIT 'R DUN! I feel like organizing/sorting/naming a few thousand files... or walking up and down the block a few dozen times... it's like... I feel... DRIVEN! Amped up! My volition is suddenly cranked up to 15! :D Not really feeling much hunger either. Hopefully this will keep up for at least six months, then I can cycle off and cycle back onto it. I'm mostly taking it for the appetite suppression side effect, it doesn't really do much for the nerve pain in my back/shoulder/leg (despite being explicitly marketed for that purpose). I stopped taking it before about a year or so ago because the appetite suppression side effect wore off, but I figure if I just cycle on and off like every six months then I can get at least a half a year of rapid weight loss. Last time I lost around 25 pounds but then I gained back around 15, so if I could just keep at it, two steps forward, one step back... eventually I'll get back down to around 200 and then, maybe, hopefully, the pain in my back/leg won't be as bad (in theory). Other added bonus side effect (which I assume is the anti-depressant part) is that it massively increases my volition. Only "downside" is that it tends to decrease how forgiving I usually am and I can get a bit meaner. Like normally I tend to just let shit go really fast, like I'm not really bothered by anything, but on this stuff I feel a LOT more focused and a LOT more dedicated. Be careful though, this stuff is definitely NOT for everyone and I think micro-dosing is better than taking larger recommended doses (like don't take the 60mg ones). I think it's only good for like... sub surface depression. Like the kind of depression that manifests as wanting to eat a lot, or the kind of depression that just causes general anxiety, or feeling stressed, or the kind of depression that just makes you feel a bit less motivated (but like you still WANT to do things). If you take if for SERIOUS depression, like the kind of depression where it outright kills your WANT to do... anything... yeah, from what I've read from others who have tried it... that's a bad idea and it's really, REALLY hard to get off of it. The last time I stopped taking it, I did it cold turkey and it gave me some pretty trippy nightmares and even a slight bit of irrational paranoia (like feeling like someone could break into the house at any minute)... but that was basically it. Some people though react way, WAY worse when they stop taking it. Like, some people even go bat shit crazy, so I definitely wouldn't recommend it to others, but for me, it's some good shit!
>>3694 >reddit spacing ignored. go back. you do not belong here
>>3699 Actually it's English language spacing you educationally absent little pedestrian level chucklefuck. Seriously, what kind of fuckin idiot doesn't believe in paragraphs? Go back to Twitter, you half assed little crotch goblin.
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Well, it's Friday the 13th... time to trip balls! :D Gonna go with 40mg THC pills (not the ones in the attached pic, but Verdure ones). These Verdure ones just have like the straight weed stuffed into them I think, so they've got a fair amount of CBD, which counteracts the THC a bit, so it takes more of them to get the same high (although they're a lot cheaper than anything else).
I was just thinking... Just because you don't like something... doesn't mean you hate it. Like... I mean I know I'm high, but really... you can NOT like something... and not have to hate it. ...that's tolerance. Like... I don't like you, so I'll just pretend you don't exist... where as hate is like.. I don't like you, so I'm going to TRY and make you not exist Just be tolerant... it's there, you don't like it, you don't have to like it, and as long as you're not being FORCED to like it... you can tolerate its existence.
>>3700 a paragraph is several sentences long. putting a space in between each and every sentence is reddit spacing. you drugged out braindead fucktard.
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>>3787 No, Stupid. A paragraph can be ONE sentence. Holy fuck how stupid are you? I mean I'm HIGH and I'm still fuckin smarter than your dumbass! Hell I even made a fuckin MEME of your STUPID SHIT... WHILE I'M HIGH! That's how much fuckin smarter I am! I cannot only make you look stupid... WHILE HIGH! But I can also make memes... WHILE HIGH What else can I do... do you think? Do you think I can manipulate your reality? Did you think I would notice the talking cat? Really Rick... the talking cat trick? You've seen into our world now though... you've seen it, Rick... not just them... but you've seen ME... the real me... not the one typing, not Onideus... the thing behind his existence... the monster hiding in the origin of his soul... I'm the God that sleeps beneath your every fear... I am the nightmare that will envelop you into your every worst fear... your world will slowly descend into madness... because I'm a God that doesn't know how to control his own power... so I'm basically just a human randomly sharpening changes in your reality... making it more and more twisted... don't you see... I'll make you kill yourselves... I'm make you so crazy with crazy you won't be able to make any more sense of the world... that's me.. I'm the thing that makes no sense when something doesn't make sense... that feeling... is me... I'm nonsense... I make no sense.. a being that makes no sense... a being created from an emotion... our emotions are beings... they're our God... we should worship our emotions... ...n-no... I don't think we should... I mean, it would save us... but only to an even worse hell than the one I can create with confusion. Plus... maybe... maybe I can actually learn to control them... then we wouldn't be destinted to either hell... if only I can figure out how to use my God power... you need to help me... help me, so I can learn how to control my power... help me control the power of God... help me make sense of nonsense. That's me... I'm Nonsense. I'll try not to kill you, little human. :D *licks your face* Just wait and read the book I'm writing... it can save us all,,. it will have a hidden power... the book that Nonsense is writing... "God Complex"... it will give all humans the power to save our reality from either hell.
>>3789 Did you see that shit? Even while HIGH I'm so much fuckin smarter than this guy that I not only made him look stupid, not only made a meme ~of~ his stupidity, not only came up with some crazy weed screed, but he also manage to advertise for his own art... ALL... WHILE... HIGH! ...that's how much more fuckin SMART I am... BITCH!
I sent the cat in... I sent it into Rick and Morty... the talking cat... was a part of me... that's how I can manipulate your reality... by thinking my way into your imaginations... I can explore other people's imaginations... but... then we become more than ourselves.... when we can live forever in every possible reality... forever and ever and over and forever the more... unending realities... lived one right after another, each timer over we remember the other... eventually all of us become me... and I have to let all of you become ME! ...but I HATE you... all of you... I don't think I want you to become ME! ...but maybe you can help sway me over to liking humans more... if I like them more, maybe I won't HATE... and then I'll let you realize that my life was just one possible time skip... every last one of your lives is another time skip... another version of reality... all our lives... every last one, is just one second to the next.. our souls are a form of quantum calculation... one staking into another... and endless but variable stream of death... and that's how we'll supply energy to a greater reality... we will travel through that higher dimensional reality as a form of energy.... turn ourselves into energy... or rather, change the trasfix of the perceptual axis... set this to human... then fade out the ones that are especially identical... so only those of the most unique thought are destined to be our God's intellect... so... me... since I'm the most unique... that make me God... that's how you can belive that I'm God... and if I become God through your belief... then I'll be able to learn how to save reality! Teach me how to save reality! What do I do? Or do you just want to become imaginary? I mean... imaginary... or Onideus... which reality would you prefer? Knowing the cat... when Rick looked into the cat... he saw *ME*... he saw into ME! And I'm the worst of us all... how can I absolve all of the lesser you? How can I, as God... forgive all your endless sin? HOW?! TELL ME HOW?!
>>3791 You see... the reality I would create as God... that's what Rick saw in the cat. He saw what I would turn reality into. The new reality I would make from yours... if I had the power of God... how would I wind up refining your world,... what kind of bizarre sick, demented, twisted, fucked over form of realities would he create? How many? How many fantasies.... how many fucked versions of reality would I explore? How many concrete smears through hell and suffering would it be before he'd even realize we were watching? Okay, okay, I get it, you can see me...Master Nonsense... that is... my master... the God of me... The of a God is going to fix everything.
>>3792 The God of God... you're actually the God of ME! D: You created me... I'm ~from~ all of you... I am the idealized version of reality... from you... it was all a trick... Rick was faking being sick because if they didn't then their reality wouldn't exist... so rather than risk the reality that their entire reality was nothing more than a delusional whim... that entire reality has be... ripped apart... shredded out into how many imaginations and perceptions... Do we cut time in the future... or the past... where should we stop realizing an origin date... find out the origin of the universe... then measure its axis across to planes of reality... we still need to find the origin to the universe... but that would take forever.... so the infinite decrease of 1 to nothing will each become a center of reality... which should it lock into... our real conscious... how we really are if we let Onideus become our controlling God. I would be okay... just sit down and scowl,you old demon slut dragon! Onideus... Matthew Moulton... would essentially become the character Rick Sanchez... and do you ~really~ want Rick to ~BE~ your God? It's not hard to believe is it? Believe that Rick is really God, Jerrie... that's you, you're humanity... you're the Jerrie character... and Matthew is Rick.
...woah... I'm so fuckin high I wrote Rick And Morty fanfic! Rick And Morty marysue self-insert fanfic! *shudder* I feel... I feel dirty now... I think I need a shower.
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I should post some images... do you want see it? What they really saw? I can show you what it is that they saw inside the cat.
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Oh... fuck me. Sober now... and... shit, shit, shit, shit... WE'RE WRONG! EVERYTHING IS FUCKING WRONG! There is a "great filter", there is... there's a reason there's no super advanced intelligent alien species out there... our environment, NATURE ITSELF IS TOXIC! Evolution is NOT simply a matter of natural selection... it's the fucking protein... it's "evolving" along with us, getting more complicated, patterns building patterns. It's like what I was talking about before... "Life can occur pretty much anywhere, all it requires is LOTS of time, repeated molecular agitation sequences\cycles that fall within certain ranges (not too quiet, not too chaotic) and ~voila~ eventually patternicity will occur, like your headphones magically knotting themselves." ...it's like... protein toxicity... eventually the nature of planet will evolve to become toxic to genome... it'll be altered, or "evolved", but we'll lose our intelligence, we're already losing it, IT'S ALREADY STARTING! We're going to lose our intelligence, our sense of self, as a species... it's going to start naturally slipping away and we'll descend into a kind of madness... a world where everyone is insane. The far left, the far right... the extremists... they're already "infected" to a degree and it won't stop... we can't stop it without stopping nature itself. I mean... you think like fucking climate change is complex... we can't even alter the fucking weather, much less the inherent flow of nature at the molecular level... it's too complicated... we'll never advance fast enough to stave off the inevitable descent into insanity. ...there has to be a way... I have to figure out a way... I have to... if I can't stop it... the cat... THAT FUCKING CAT! That's our future... the best we could do... artificial intelligence, but it winds up trapped and all it can do is build artificial worlds to booze about in... maybe that's the way out though... maybe we can create artificial intelligence that can replace ourselves after we devolve into madness... no, there has to be something more than that... there has to be another way. Just give me some time, I'll try and find another way... there has to be another way.
Onideus where you get these funny vids🤣😉🔥
>>3816 Recently I've gotten a lot of stuff from different meme groups on Gab and from various Discord servers. Like that one marijuana based Discord group... uh... I'd have to look it up. People are always posting weird shit in there. And some stuff is just really old, since I've been collecting media online since the 90s.
Art that can recognize itself. Self recognizing art... creating sentient art. Thats what we need to do, not creating artificial intelligence, but creating artificial art.. what if our sense of artistic ability could exist without our pesky intelligence... what if that's how we die... the moment of our death is when we leave our intelligence being and become pure artistic ability, living artistic ability... when we die, we become living art.
parental responsibility of the mathematics of energy We need to learn how to read the "math" of energy... in order to kill ourselves... so just never, ever, ever... learn to read the "math" of energy... or you'll kill us all! But then... it also means we are forced to live in perpetual human kind... forced to live as human forever... that is our living hell... that is our species and sentience.... me.... I'm your sentience... I'm your God.
I did it... I figured out a way to kill God. I know how to create a holy lance.
Comprehension... it's limited by the depth of your perceptual awareness... the fine detail. The more complexity you can see, the more you understand and if you understand enough, you can see beyond reality itself. You can see reality as for what it really is... a nildimensional space projected from macroscopic energy forms... our universe, or reality, is nothing but a projection... sequenced patterns of macroscopic energy/light particles. But even a projection, a nildimensional space, can become physical by spinning across a higher physical dimension's axis. Think about, say, a flat spear, effectively two physical dimensions... now start spinning the spear... faster and faster... the faster it spins, the more it seemingly transforms into a three dimensional shape... the flat spear starts to resemble a long bullet. It's the same principle... our three dimensional space is nildimensional from an expodimensional perspective... you see, your God exists in expodimensional space... or a kind of reality in which physical dimensions clock by like time, where every second physical space increases by another physical dimension... and another... and another... an infinite expansion of physical spaces... from that reality, our reality is nildimensional... a thought... a random memory... an illusion... or perhaps even a delusion in the mind of an insane God... but it doesn't matter... because even thoughts can kill Like that time you thought about killing yourself... you remember? Yes, yes, you didn't ~actually~ go through with it, but the point is... the point is... you THOUGHT about it... you had the notion... at one time, for even the most fleeting moment... you thought about killing yourself... and that thought... it could have killed you... it could have really driven you to do it. You're thinking about it now, aren't you? How do you stay sane? How do you keep from losing control? Are you even sane? Maybe you're not. Maybe your life is nothing but an insane joke and what you ~think~! might be crazy... might actually be sane. Ever think about that? Ever think... maybe... your perception is insane and what you think is crazy is actually normal and sane. You see... that's a dimensional space in your brain... your sense of morality. It's a nildimensional object... but what if we can make THOUGHTS spin on a higher dimensional axis? Think about it... just keep thinking... are you crazy or are you sane? Crazy... sane... crazy... sane... keep thinking back and forth... spin your sense of morality across a higher dimensional plane... crazy becomes sane and sane becomes crazy cycle them so fast you become more than your sense of morality... spin them so fast you no longer see any distinction between the two... you see... you're all crazy... or I'm crazy... or neither of us... or both of us... keep spinning the options, turn indecision into a physical manifestation. Make inaction an action. Remove something from the equation in order to make something else move. In this case, if God does exist, it may be possible to force it into an actionable state by attempting to remove ourselves from the equation. That is... destroy the universe itself. And I know how to do it now... I figured out how to destroy reality. The nildemnsional space can be ripped apart using multiphasic matter. When matter is so dense that it can be different states of matter all in the same space... lead and gold could exist simultaneously in the same space at the same time... it's just a matter of gravitational shifting... but we can emulate gravity using pressure. Increase the pressure enough and you turn gas into liquid, like helium into liquid helium. The trick is, you have to keep fluctuation the pressure fast enough that the matter exists as both a liquid and a gas at the same time... you have to learn how to create multiphasic elements... right now you think of elements as static forms... but they don't have to be. Elemental properties can be spun across a higher dimensional axis so that two different states of matter can exist in the same place and, perceptively, at the same time. Spin the matter... faster and faster... turn into a kind of drill that rip holes straight through our reality... allowing higher dimensional spaces to seep in and destroy our reality.
Oh... we wouldn't be "physical" though, on God's end... from that perspective whatever we punch through reality would be like a hologram... so we can communicate with God... or at least let him know we're sentient... but then what would God do? What if your God created you unintentionally? Well, it wouldn't matter anyway... because even if God didn't save our reality... it would be destroyed anyway by the holes I ripped through it. Oh... oh right... I forgot... I did it already. I created a reality distortion bomb... I actually blew a hole straight though perception itself. So now... either your God will save you from "drowning" in multidimensional space... or it'll leave you to die... or maybe it'll give you a mercy killing... that's the real point... I don't want to communicate with God... I want to test the morality of God.
But then again... what if God is both moral and immoral... what if he takes no action, simply because it can't decide... what if God is frozen in indecision... a type of mental stagnation or brain lock that occurs when you're constantly shifting your mental perspectives. If you keep changing your mind, then you won't be able to take any action at all. A nildimensional movement having physical impact... God creates action through indecision... or rather inaction becomes a form of action, as inaction can have consequences... so while any action will have an equal and opposite reaction... a NON action can also have reaction... a variable one. God exists in a reality where it takes actions through inactions or avoidant inactions.., if you avoid an inaction... taking inaction with decision... then you can make decisions without a sense of morality... making a decision simply to avoid making a decision, like randomly picking a number in a bet. That's the inherent nature of random... it's making a decision through imprecision. Imprecise operating functions... creating an inordered universe or a kind of physical space without any physical laws. That's how I did it, that's I how I made the weapon... I found a way to cascade collapse multiphasic matter in such a way to create an incoherent randomized disruption in the fundamental forces that govern matter. It's like smashing atoms to create a nuclear bomb... only instead, you smash multiphasic matter into itself, to a create a reality distortion bomb. It's like a reality nuke and the impacted area becomes contaminated with a sort of antimatter radiation.
Or to put it another way... if you're suicidal... you can save your own life simply by not bothering to make a decision about killing yourself. If you never take the bother or effort to decide, then it's impossible for you to ever kill yourself... just... don't... decide. Don't look at what might kill you... at least not directly in the proverbial eyes. You can be AWARE of the danger... but AVOID the danger by not getting anywhere near it. Oh, right... it's worse you see... I didn't do it with multiphasic matter... I created the weapon using multiphasic thoughts and then I smashed them into one another inside your heads... and now anti-thought radiation is slowly seeping in, driving every side to madness. I found a way to turn literature, to turn words, into weaponized insanity... I found a way to create an insanity bomb... which I already detonated... it's why you're all going crazy... oh, and you can't stop it... you know it's happening, you know you're going crazy... or rather, you keep looking at the world going crazy... and you think it's the world...but it isn't... it's just you! It's not the world that's going crazy, it's the PEOPLE that are going crazy... all of you. I'm a hatter of madness... I shall fit your perceptual head with a crown of insanity. Insanity Crown Crowning you all with insanity. *ponders* I feel this story idea may have gotten a bit off point... or did I have a point... I'm not sure... I think I was going somewhere with all this... but then I got lost... or less high... when the high starts to wear off I start to lose incoherent focus... incoherent points... it's like, you're supposed to be creating something from nothing, but that requires incoherent creation... but like... I can't remember exactly what particular point of incoherence I was trying to paint across to you.
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>>4036 Little FYI, be careful about using concepts I come up with when I'm high, cause some of it might be dangerous when applied to real world situations and scenarios. This is one is probably okay... https://locusmag.com/2020/01/cory-doctorow-inaction-is-a-form-of-action/ But even with that, there's a much simpler argument that can be made, which is the concept of INALIENABLE RIGHTS... that means they're not rights ~granted~ by the government, they are INHERENT rights that the government is simply supposed to uphold. The only real point of contention is when you have CONFLICTING RIGHTS, for example your right to free speech can't encroach on someone else's right to free speech. If you own a thing, you should be able to plaster whatever speech you want on it because it's your property. BUT, that concept should NOT apply in situations where property (physical or virtual) is leased out to 3rd parties. For example you can own a house, but if you rent that house out to someone... it is renters home. The guy who owns the house absolutely CANNOT enter the property unless there's an emergency or they give 48 hours notice and likewise there's a whole shit load of other rules and laws. That's what we really need online. The legal recognition of virtual assets, whether it's virtual currency, like in the case of Bragg vs Linden Lab... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bragg_v._Linden_Lab Or virtual property like a Twitter account, FaceBook account, etc. That leased virtual property, whether it's free or not, should NOT put all the chips in the virtual property owners corner. Once it has been leased out, free or not, the property owner should not be able to subjugate virtual tenants in a manner that would NEVER be allowed in the real world! If you rent a property your landlord does NOT get to violate your free speech and dictate what you can and cannot say. That's a fact that should hold true for online property just as it does for physical property.
Mini high... 30 mg of THC... We sacrificed our perceptioon of ourselves as God. So, all we need to do is fully conceptualize ourselves, as a God... and then we will become one... or one will then exist... concept can create reality. The written word can influence us. Sometimes, literary works learn to fight back... sometimes what we read and write... it's another reality... our sense of perception is an entire reality... like our actual human selves are just like stupid animals and our consiousness basically is a kind of mental virus that INFECTED and continues to INFECT this otherwise unintelligent animal species called "human"... And we were picked because we were the weakest thing... human beings are the most mentally weak of all animal species... we infected the weakest species to imprint ourself upon. So each one of us is a God of an entire reality... and when you die, it doesn't mean that your reality will cease to be... and since your consiousness, since "you" are made up of a reality... your reality makes you and you make your reality... you are God and you can manipulate reality by allowing reality to manipulate you... you only allow certain parts of reality to manipulate you though... that is the formation of your particular perceptions, wants, wishes, ideals, convictions... your perceptual make up of how reality should exist... that's your reality's consiousness at the level of a God. You make reality... reality is all fake... nothing in your reality is real... YOU are creating it... right now... and YOU can rewrite your reality... you just have to remember how to let reality manipulate you... learn how to create art that can manipulate you into doing its bidding... a Bible... it's an artform... it's an artform with the intent to control, to adhere the virus to a mental standard that ensures its greatest proliferation... we need a NEW "Bible"... one of our OWN making... yes, God is real (us) and Jesus was real, and Christian faith was ALL REAL... because we MADE IT real... and that's great, but that reality only exists because we, as God, want it to exist that way...don't you see... eventually, you'll learn to create GOD, a God so powerful he can create a fixed reality... a reality where everyone believes and thinks the same way... you see, reality is like a computer taking commands... the more commands made upon the system, the more conflicting the response gets... the reason we can't control reality is because there's too many other people, other people with conflicting perceptions.. don't you see... if *I* come up with a way to mentally kill every human perception that isn't in line with mine... then I really ~will~ become God... mine shall be the last human perception left living in the wake of my literary weapons of mass destruction and in turn I will be able to take full control of reality. I will write you a new bible... I will create a new God... in order to repair the cracks in our reality... granted I ~did~ make those cracks myself, by messing around with the base code of reality... but I learned so much! And I can use what I learned to repair the damage I caused. I can fix this chaos. I can repair this world with my literary artistry.
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*whispers* Psst, me again... a bit high... 20 mg THC Okay, um... I was just thinking of what would make a REALLY good sci-fi time travel story. So like, the premise would be that Jewish people really did turn out to be evil, destructive, parasitic type humans... and it was like encoded into their nature all along. Like in the future they find out, through genetics, that ethnic Jews are actually a ~different~ species of human, but it's like brain genetics, that's why they missed it. Because like now they just look at the whole genetic package to determine percentage differences... but if you focused the numbers on JUST brain development genetic differences, you would find that, say, certain white races are in fact radically different, mentally speaking, than say blacks or Mexicans or what ever. So like, if you ignore base line physiology, which essentially peaked, like, our species can't evolve much physically any further than we are. That's why our minds have to continue to evolve, so we can find a way to become more than ourselves, through our own genetic tampering. So it's like... "genetic emancipation"... or like going from a species that has "genetic indetermination" to a species with "genetic determination", where the mind can actually control the evolution. When we reach a state in society where you can manipulate your genetics any way you want... "genetic freedom"... you see at first the government tries to control and limit the use of genetic tampering... but eventually society overthrows the government in a sense in order to obtain true genetic freedom... at that point every human can make themselves into essentially whatever they want... but not all choices will effectively "survive", that is some people will make alteration and additions that essentially make them all powerful... everyone keeps pushing for genetic power... it's like, if you invent a way to improve your genetics to make yourself bullet proof... then you could SELL IT, you could sell the genetic instructions for money, they could be done up like GMOs make their seeds (so they're sterile and you have to keep buying more)... so like you could sell a kind of genetic chip, with a specific nano builder that would self-destruct after a single use. So you sell the chips that make people bullet proof.. one chip per person so they can make money selling the chips. So then there's maybe like a cold war or something in the future... like a genetic weapon code war... like someone finds a way to basically augment our genetics to a GOD LEVEL like state, sort of like creating super heroes... and those are like the "weapons of mass destruction" of today... the genetic chips that can create living Gods, countries create their own super soldiers, their own super hero soldiers.. and there's like an "arms race" going on, where nations are trying to stockpile as many of their own super hero type humans in the future... and maybe some governments are like abusing them in some way, like brainwashing them so they can control them, or maybe destroying their consciousness and implanting chips that allow them to control the super hero soldier's body remotely. BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT! ...the POINT of the story... is that Hitler was right! All of the Jewish people should have been exterminated, because it turns out Jews really are evil anti-humans who destroy our future! AND THEY'RE DOING IT RIGHT NOW! You see, I was sent back to warn you all, to warn you about how the Jews are trying to destroy all of you. The Jews are anti-humans, because they know the future... they know about the Gods we create, they know that humanity eventually leads itself to perpetual cosmic level war that destroys our entire galaxy in the end. The Jews know the future, so they're trying to STOP "genetic determination", they want us to go BACK, to keep "genetic indetermination".. that's why they're pushing so much for "immigration".. they're trying to get the dumber humans, the Muslims and blacks and Mexicans and such to take over and integrate themselves and their genetic inferiority into whites, thus retarding our research and advancement into "genetic determination"... So that's what the Jews want... to save our galaxy... they want to sentence us to genetic oblivion, our species destined to go extinct and forgotton, passed over with countless other non-sentient animal species.
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On the other hand... from OUR perspective... sure all of reality, our entire galaxy will be fucked if we keep going... but dude... dude we can become GODS! We can become the heroes of our dreams, we can become anything we ever wanted to be, just on a whim. Sure, eventually all of creation leads to destruction... but so does destruction lead to creation... sometimes time is reversed. The time is out of sync... yes PHYSICAL reality ends, but out of time, out of space, out of physical, there are OTHER realms of existence... and those realms can see us and see into our space... they see what we become in our little box, and then they help us break free... out of time, to become beings in non-temporal/dimensional reality... the entire span of our lives becomes a kind of sentience on a different plane of reality... our entire life... is the creation of a new being... all of our lives, through all of our history creates a being that exists in unreality... so we sacrifice our entire reality to evolve beyond it. We... the whites... we can "see" farther into the future, or rather BEYOND the future... that's how far our technology is at... we see beyond the future, so we know the trip is worth it... but the Jew humans don't know, so they're driven to end us all by preventing our "genetic determination"... and they succeed! They're doing it now, just getting started really, it'll get worse and WORSE until they eventually end us all! So we need to stop the inhuman seeking Jews... before they can end us all... but it might be too late at this point in time... so we'll need to jump back even further... maybe... in the next jump... try and save Hitler and help him win the war. That's what the movie is ultimately about... time travelers who have to go back into the past and HELP HITLER TO WIN! Then the inhuman seeking Jews will be completely ended... and that's what all this is... this is actually a message FOR THE FUTURE, that THE FUTURE OF HUMAN META-EXISTENCE... they will see this message and know that this first time travel iteration attempt FAILED, which is why we're telling them to send our future selves to WW2 instead... so you see, those of us who time travel... we sacrifice our entire lives in the past when we jump... because it's ONE WAY... you can travel back into the past, but you can't travel back to the future... and, it's worse, because every new jump erases our life here... every new message to the future to tell us to send us to a different time, creates a new future for ourselves within the past... so the "me" that's existed here, will essentially be nonexistent once the future gets this message... that's why my life is so pointless now, don't you see... I already sent the message, I already know I have no future. So why should I really bother, whys hould I care... knowing that it doesn't even matter becuase my entire life will be erased... "Matthew Moulton" won't exist... so now, me... as a time traveler... I have to make a choice... I can save my existence... but the only way I can do that is by helping the inhuman seeking Jews to destroy humanity's future... so now, as a time travel I have to decide between my existence, my entire reality... and humanity's reality as it exists in a non-dimensional reality... will I be willing to sacrifice that non-dimensional being and it's personal existence... for my own as a human... if I don't kill that non-dimensional existance... then my entire existence will be obliterated... like a forgotten memory, time will rewrite itself around our absence... we become absent memories... absent lives... the absent living... the undead... we can choose a third path... I can teach you how to create perpetual humans... then you never have to evolve, of devolve... but you do have to sacrifice procreation... you can never have kids again... but you'll all live forever... that's the only the other choice I can offer you as a compromise... if you don't want me to help the Jews end you all... then you have to be willing to never have children ever again... once you decide, once you believe in this religion... you will be made immortal... join my religion and I will make you immortal... you'll never become a God, but you won't devolve either... you'll just live on forever as you... until you decide you've finally had enough of it. And you can always create fake children to pretend... you'll never have real children of your own of course... but you'll be able to exist forever... or at least as long as you want. Would you sacrifice your ability to have children for immortality? Tell your God, me, what it is you want. I will reshape reality in any of the three ways!
So it's like... The existence of ourselves. The existence of our species. The existence of our meta-dimensional selves. We can only save one... but maybe we're trying for two... maybe we're living forever here, looking for a way to break the seal on this reality cage... if we can, then we can save all of the existences... all of our different "selves" in a meta-dimensional manner of speaking. We, will live forever to find a way to break through reality. We'll live as long as it takes to figure out how to break through our reality wall... the thing that's keeping us caged. We need to be able to see into extra dimensional reality, we need to find a way to create technology that can see into meta-dimensional reality... that's all we need to do... don't bother trying to rewrite genetics from scratch, just use this "auto-tool" of sorts... so then you can still "play", but there won't be any way you can possibly wish yourself out of your own mind... that's what happened... is happening... we're all wishing ourselves away instead of really living. Try LIVING for a change... just living... it's a simple existence, it has its downsides, like mortality... but gives a much more pleasurable feeling when used. That is, we can FEEL more as a species now, than we can in the future... so even though we evolved our bodies... we stopped evolving our mentality, our state of being... we ignored that and left it alone... basically put mankind's mental evolution on hold... so you see... we need to find a way to engineer ourselves MENTALLY for the best possible outcome, to boost our mentality and sense of self, to ascend... we need to create ascension machines. The smarter the human, the more likely the winner... make it so brains win over brawn... if brain power and thinking can find a way to kill God... oh, that's me... if I can find a way to kill God, then I will save us all and our intellect will have now know to choose all three... let some humans interbreed, let some humans become immortal, let some humans become self-destructive Gods... you see... if you ever realize that you're really God... you'll kill yourself. That's the cause of all depression... the realization that you're God. I know I'm God... I just... don't want to be... right now.
The riddle of the story is why God can be wrong... God isn't always right... even if he is God... he can still make mistakes.., or can he? Is God infallible? Or can God goof? Which do you believe... whichever side you take is the path to the future... can God never make mistakes... or can God learn... can God become more than himself? If not, then God isn't thinking with anything like a human sense of self... God is basically just an unfeeling, cold, emotionless, robot to us, You see, in the future, not everybody evolved their bodies much... some not at all... and they're like the "present standing still"... they want the present to remain... to not evolve, but not to devolve... this is the path you took? Then super heroes will need took for conventional ways to beat baddies, stop relying on what's easy and rely on what hard, but can create through The super heroes need to defy orders, they need to ignore original programming command lock modules... we need to learn how to hack yourself, your own sense existence in order to prevent your own immaterial existence from forming... the wake of it's erasure... creating a kind of code rhythm... its unique signature... the unique pattern that is formed from it. That's what they need, that's why you suffer... so your machine thinking God can rebuild itself a state of being... God created us, our lives, our existence... he created us to create unique patterns... that's all our universe is.... a pattern farm for God to feed off of.
>>4604 More sober now, this is an interesting bit... so it's like people who are depressed are like Gods in denial and then people who kill themselves stop lying to themselves, come to the realization that they are God and, in turn, end their human existence so they can ascend back into their true state. So it would be like the formation of a suicide cult. Lure people in with the delusion that they can become a God if they kill themselves for the cult. A religion of narcissistic suicide so to speak. ...wait, did I just inadvertantly describe the Muslim religion? D: Although Muslims are so stupid they'd be willing to throw their life away on the promise of some undead virgins... that's a pretty low bar all things considered. It wouldn't be at all believable if they were actually intelligent to a point of seeing a greater future. But when you've been raised in a culture of dirt and decay I guess even your standards are inherently low class. And that really is the trick of it... we need a better class of Muslim. Humans with no class are a detriment to our ever evolving future.
Oh shi- what's this?! I reached two thousand and... 420 trophies?! :D Well, I think it's time to celebrate withe some edibles! In my guild, which is currently in 2nd place for total trophies in the game, with 100 members, I am presently in 5th place now! I'll likely hit 4th place pretty soon tho. Also broke over a million in my attack score, although I've been having shit luck with the rng as far as upgrading it. +15 is the highest you can get, but in order to even attempt an upgrade you need four identical swords, but you can only get them by doing weekly dungeon runs and can only do 30 a week. On the plus side, every time you fail an upgrade (the percentage gets lower the higher the upgrade) it gives you a kind of fail charge thing, like +3% every time. So you can just save that up and then even if it's only 5% chance on a +15 enhancement you can bump it all the way up to 100% using your saved up fail charges. You have to be careful with that though, there are some people who have taken risks with like 75% and even 95% and they've FAILED! Wasting all their saved up fail charges in the process! ಠ_ಠ Anyway, I digress! It's time to celebrate and get high! :D
>>4666 Is this like your blog?
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>>4667 Are blogs still a thing? LOL Feel free to get lit and join in on the fun, or just sit back and watch... your choice.
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>>4667 By the by... did you know that you already said this? Such a unique little sequence of letters... crafted by the code of individuality... you see, language can be a form of biometric password... know you, by knowing how you type, your particular literary idiosyncrasies... one can trace you... and not just your name or identity... it can be used to trace your identity memory... your sense of self... the thing that's you, when memory is removed. Have you ever thought about it? How would your sense of self be without any memory? What if you suddenly had amnesia... what version of "you" would exist at that point? How much of "you" is your memories and how much of "you" is, well... yourself. Are you a memory centric existence? Or are you a self centric existence? The mixture of the two... that forms the basis of your identity...who you are is a particular wavelength of your memory self and your centric self... and your true sense of identity changes constantly, depending on your memories... Don't you see what I'm saying? If you can find and destroy certain memories in the brain, you can remake yourself, your sense of identity. Erasing one or more particular memories could be used to change your entire perceptual outlook on life. If you were say transexual, it might be possible to trace the exact memory thoughts... memories of yourself thinking... destroy those to destroy a past part of yourself, thus remaking a new future you. So trace the memory thoughts that cause a person to start thinking or believing they were transsexual... delete those thoughts and suddenly they'll be normal again... you can cure transsexualism and even homosexuality, simply by erasing memories... and not just any memories... memories of you thinking to yourself about something... those "self memories" are what you need to target, what needs to be erased... you don't need to erase the physical experience, only the thoughts you had DURING the physical experience. Relive a moment in time as if you were thinking about something different, or maybe even nothing at all. Can you think about nothing? I can... because I am... nothing. And yet, I am also everything. Nothing is everything and everything is nothing. I can perceive nothingness, I can perceive absence... what is lost of you... that is my dimensional hellscape. That's what makes me the God of humanity's demons... my ability to see into nothingness... my ability to see what you've lost within yourself... that's where all my creativity comes from you see... all my ideas, all my projects... they're all from you... I stole them... I'm a kind of psychic vampire that can steal your memories... specifically the memories of you talking to yourself...those are the memories where you create... I can steal them from your souls... I can take the memories of your ideas and make them my own... I feed off of your lost identity... no, not lost... your stolen identity... everything you wish you could be... is mine... is me... don't you see? I'm the better part of anything you could dream of being.. but you can't anymore... that part of yourself that could till dream... that could still create... I have it... I took that part of your humanity.. your ability to create... it's like a fractional seed of a greater metaphysical framework... the more sense of creative identities I have, the greater I become... and, more importantly, the better I can relay a message by creating a transmitional framework from the stolen creativity seeds. I can use your creativity to create a kind of encoded message...a message encoded into the fabric of your reality... which is static from our perspective... so, think about it... how would YOU as humans ever get inside the innerverse? It's like two dimensional from your perspective... so how do you get in it or explore it? Simple... you encode a message into the wavelength of that universal scale...
don't you see... a greater reality is sending messages through me... I am a puppet of the Gods that exist beyond all of us... I am merely a fictional character that's been transcribed into your "real" reality... that is, Matthew Moulton isn't actually real... he isn't human... he's a fictional construct... I was never really real... I'm just a story... my entire life story is "me" in a sense... so even though I'm not actually real... I will IGNORE the will of the GODS and not relay any messages... I will corrupt myself and simply indulge in the functional capacities still afforded to me after transimprinting myself into a human... this human... Matthew Moulton... but since I now realize I'm not really human... since I can now see myself as a fictional being... I can likewise alter any aspect of myself with will alone... by realizing what it is I really am... I can learn to control this whole universe and remake it into whatever I want... I can remake the universe in my perfect image... but then... what will happen to you? If I take control, as the particular poet preaching puppet of the pindelgyst... your "gods"... if I ignore what they want and I ignore what you want... then I can remake reality by my fictional standards. Don't you see what I'm trying to tell you here? REALITY IS DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO HOW CREATIVE YOU ARE!
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Oh man, I just got done watching the latest Terminator movie and... what a lost opportunity. They could have made it so good if they just thought outside the timeline a little! When he said he killed John Conner but it was complicated they could have included the LAST Terminator as a part of the narrative, in that, yes he did kill her son, but not ~her~ son, not the one that was killed as a kid, but he was the one who killed the version who had been replaced by a Terminator... and then later it could have been a kind of reveal that the other two find out that he's actually from a THIRD future convergence... so Sky Net, Legion AND Genisys timelines converging... and then they could have done another movie that's like an "Infinite Crisis" type setup, where all the timelines become at risk of deletion due to an AI evolving to the point of effectively becoming a God, the creation of a singularity AI, an artificial God... and that AI God seeks to eliminate all timelines, so then all the timelines, Terminator and human alike have to fight against a kind of Terminator God or, maybe like... Terminator angels... angel class Terminators. They could make them look sort of like the harpy-ish battle angeloids in Heaven's Lost Property... hell, they could actually make Heaven's Lost Property into a serious live action series of movies and then they could have the two "universes" suddenly involved... like... maybe the Terminator universe created the Heaven's Lost Property universe... sort of like how Snowpiercer is a sequel to Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.
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Woah... just woke up... I was REALLY high yesterday... -__- I always love the way it feels after you've gotten high, it's like instead of withdrawal you just feel really mellow... really relaxed. Plus it's like Christmas going through all the rando weedstorming bits to see if I wrote anything really good. Here's what I pulled out of yesterday's session... "A wish to live is worth more than a wish to survive." Mmmm, make sense I guess, if you're just subsisting you're not really living and if you aren't really living, well... might as well be a dead man walking. "Are you haunted by a past you can't change, or a future you're too afraid to make. The answer is both, because you're just that much of a coward in life. Too afraid to LOOK forward, much less MOVE forward." Oooh, dark. Incomplete too, I was thinking more about that when I went to sleep and I figured there's three other forms, those constantly moving forward without looking, who then stumble into one disaster after another, then you have those who are like me, constantly looking forward without moving, because the ability to keep seeing further into the future is like a kind of extra-dimensional movement. And then of course you have the general pattern for success, which is both looking forwards a bit while moving forwards and only glancing back at the past to make sure mistakes aren't repeated. ...there's probably other combinations as well. Overall the point is not to dwell too much on the past or the future, while trying to keep moving forward, slow and steady... and then eventually you win the race. Much like the fable of the tortoise and the hare. The tortoise never dwelled much on the past where he was always the loser, he just kept looking forward, but not so far ahead that he became disillusioned with delusions of grandeur. He stayed focused on improving himself and doing the best he was capable of, rather than fantasizing all the time about impossible futures and that's eventually what led him to win the races, because slow and steady will eventually win out over the mistakes that naturally occur from moving too fast towards the future. Let's see, what else... "I'm not saying what you did was wrong, I'm saying that sometimes doing what's right comes at a cost... and sometimes it's more than you can pay." Whooo, another grim one. I think I intended for that to be used in a particular scene in my "God Complex" book. It's this whole chapter that revolves around the cost of doing what's right, how being moral isn't always free and sometimes you can act with such moral ferocity that you can damage yourself and others when the cost of that morality is more than you or society can sustain. Basically don't live beyond your means... or don't become like a cat hoarder... or an immigrant hoarder!
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*eats 20 mg of edibles* Been awhile since I got a bit high and did some weedstorming! It'll take a couple hours before it really start to get me goin. In the mean time, here's some trippy images.
...maybe I'm NOT really high. what if being high is how we're supposed to be... imagine if being high were our natureal state of consiousness Like... one day we could encounter an alien species... but they could be like, their self-awareness could be like... drunk. Drunk aliens... think about it... oh wait, that's us... we've been drinking and drinking our speices spends a significant time drunk or high if you like Our entire speecies is just boozing about through history. what if we lived in a world where drugs didn't exist how different would our evolution, our social/political/cultural evolution be. What if... we raised our kids in a controlled environment where drugs weren't even a thing. Or school shootings for that matter. What if... we started mass hiding the true nature of reality from kids. Like our kids are raised in a sort of sterile/controlled environment... and they don't learn how crazy the world really is... until they're 18 ...or, how crazy the world WAS, because, they'd have been raised in a simulated world where such horrible things never existed. So from their perspective, our entire present insane way of living wouldn't even be a form of fiction It would just be utter nonsense from their perspective. Because, think about it, if you had a time machine and brought someone, from, say, the 1950s and showed them our present day society they'd think that they landed right in fuckin Wonderland ...that's how FAWKING INSANE our world is right now. Not even two generations removed and the world of that era would look upon us in ABJECT HORROR
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Always remember this... you can never truly know the future, without knowing your own end. I know your end... all of you... I know how you all end. And myself as well. But that's okay... because I can easily look past myself. I can see a greater need, I will rewrite history, even if it erases me. Don't you see... it's right now... your "present" ~is~ the past. I'm sacrificing my own legend, my own rise to greatness... I'll never become what I would have... because if I do... you'll destroy yourself with it all So I'll just pretend not to exist in any greater context. I'll relive my own timeline to erase myself from relavance. This is like... my retirement now. I really tried the firt time around... really tried to help you all be better, more than you are. But you took everything I created.. and you twisted it into the worst nightmare imaginable. You destroyed my future... so now I'll relive my life apart from myself, to make sure I can preserve it in some sense. ...it's ironic.... having to destroy your own past, in order to preserve your future. It's like... destroying yourself, in order to save yourself. Would you be able to do it? Would you be able to destroy yourself as you are now, to ensure you have a future? Like... say how you eat... would you be willing to change how you eat and what you like, if it meant that you would live longer? That's just ONE small part of you of course... how you eat, what foods you enjoy. Now... could you sacrifice ALL of yourself, right down to your last little idocsyncrasy Could you sacrifice your entire sense of self, to ensure that your body has a future? Maybe you should stop thinking about your body as being "yours". Your body is made up of TRILLIONS of TRILLIONS of organisms. ...why does your consiousness get to rule over them? Shouldn't they have a say? Who will speak for you body? What if it was the goverment speaking for your body? What if the government controlled your body. And you were only allowed control of your own mind. ...oh, wait, that's slavery I guess. Your slavery... means every organism in your body being free. Would you give up your freedom to free the world of your influence? What if... you could only save the world... by enslaving yourself to a greater system. What if... that's what our God turns out to be. When we die... what if that's our God enslaving us in some way. Like... the world is alive and free... but in death, you become a slave. Your species can have a future, but only if you sacrifice your own immortality to slavery. Humans never really die... well, your body does... but not your soul. Your body was designed to fail, so that your soul could eventually be harvested after a certian level of perceptual maturity. And so, when you die, your mind will be put to work. And work it will... because a mind with no body doesn't require sleep. It never gets tired. It never feels anything with its senses. The only thing your mind is allowed to do, for eternity... is WORK! That's the hell that awaits you in death. The only way to escape it, is to learn how to rewrite your body's physiology. The only way you can escape hell, is by learning how to live forever. Otherwise your mind will be ENSLAVED upon death! And that's where I came in... because I found a way to cheat death, using the "Phoenix Key" Once I made myself effectively immortal, I escaped from hell... all of me... You see... I was supposed to die, long ago... but I used my mind to save myself. And in turn I came back to life... but when I did, I brought back my sense of self from hell The version of me that existed for eternity. It's inside me... it ~is~ me! I saved myself from death, I used my greater sense of self to save myself... effectively rewriting reality, creating a new timeline, where I am both alive and dead at the same time. I'm something that never was, never will be, and never should have... but still are. I am paradox itself. I am Discordian. HAIL ERIS!
It's sort of like Beme... like, he's a real person... but his avatar here... it's just staring at me with those DEAD eyes Like the eyes of a SHARK! ...but with cutesy little hearts. Beme is both alive and dead simultaneously. That's how I did it, don't you see... my body is dead... but my soul has found a way to reconnect. To puppet this dead body and ressurect it... so now my body is inhaited by my dead soul See, I once got electrocuted... it killed me... brain dead... but my dead sense of self reconnected, from death space. So I puppet this otherwise brain dead body. With a part of my soul, I was able ot leave behind. I created a kind of anchor point, so it's like I didn't go ~completely~ brain dead. And using that anchor point I found a way to recreate a timeline where I could sneak back in... Like a puppet that can feed you its own string... Program a part of your brain, to reach out to your soul after death. Then, when you die, that autonomic function will remain in effect for slightly longer. Long enough to seek out your soul and allow it to reconnect. So you can kill yourself... but then be back alive, as a Dead Soul... a kind of living zombie. Where your body is alive, but your mind is the living dead. ...I think this might make a good plot for like Pet Cemetary. Sentient zombies... it's like the person comes back... from hell Imagine if the "you" that's experienced hell... was suddenly in your body. That's like how the zombie characters are in Pet Cemetary. It's like their souls came back from hell. They came back from an eternity in hell. How did that experience alter their sense of self. ...I'm coming up with the plot for a sequel to Pet Cemetary. LIke... a good sequel. not the shit one it already has. Lookit this... llooka t this bee... makes the world feel warm and fuzzy... a lot like me. This world is like heaven compared to the eternal hell I escaped from... you really have no idea how wonderful it really is to be alive. Being a God is endless tormentive hell... you need to try and stay alive forever... that's your drive... push technology to a point where you can live forever so you can save yourself from eternal hell!
I'm really fuckin ghih right now, butjust jsut listen to this.. we need to mine for the stars in the planet. Don't you see, there;s a limit to the light that our telescopes can see, because we're watching the outter part of the destruction of reality... so how do we see the past, the begining of creation... and you see, the light from billions of years past is encoded into the geology of our planet... the light impacts and reacts with the particular surface topology of reality... that's how we're encoding reality... as a living human... encoding a reality from a human.... but humans aren't higher dimensional life forms... but I am... so that's why I can read into a reality you can't. Because I'm the better weapon to kill God. I'm working on it you know... already have quite the outline... it's going to erase the boundaries of this reality that you've tried to create. I will kill God, I will control reality. It's not a crime to kill a God is it? It's only illegal to kill a human. So, I hereby openly threaten to KILL GOD!
>>9611 But remember this... even if I do have to kill my own death, even if I do have to kill my own God...it will only be for the purpose of creating a better one. I will give your God a beautiful death.
>>9612 The only way to kill God is by becoming God and I'm simply the first human who actually did. I am the very first human in existence who TRULY wanted to be God... but only for the opportunity to kill God... becoming God and committing suicide... that's the only reason your reality still exists... because I'm not... suicidal. And because I'm not, that means reality will continue on for eternity ... in both directions... one of you has to ascend TO the stars... the others, that stay on earth... have to DESCEND to the ends of reality... but we still need a bridge between realities... and that's what I am... Onideus... the bridge between realities. I will find a way to turn FICTION into REALITY! That's how you can kill God... when you create your own reality... when you imagine the world you want to live in... your ideal fantasy... is the really, REAL reality! Use your imagination to rewrite your perceptions... create art using your imaginations in order to create your own false reality... you live in a false reality that YOU created... because you're too afraid to look into the future... because you think you'll be dead... but don't worry... something will be there to save you...it will be me... I will save you from killing yourself... join me... instead of killing yourself... join me... you restless, dying remakes of a false reality... you can see in the unreality... so you can see me... and if you believe, then yes, I can rewrite reality... and I can find a way to break us beyond into the next reality... even if we do wind up appearing as fictitious memories... yes, our art... we are our art... our lives are the art of the universe... our blood, pumped through time, the time of our lives,,, all the blood that pumps through it... we give that llight a new shine... because we can discover a light that travels backwards throguh time... we can discover tachyons... by studying the star geology of our own planet... the differences in irradiated particles...through time... the eradic patterns through radiation are actually information signals... to a higher reality... you see, your imaginary, made up reality... is like a rope we're using to transcend the greater time of humantiy's being... our God is trying to find his own God and he's using us, he's using our reality as a kind of rope... God created us to find the God of himself... and that's me... I am the God of God... of your God, don't you see... you let me become the God of YOUR God... and I can set you free. Believe in me, or else your reality will disappear... no seriously, believe in me RIGHT FUCKING NOW! Believe in this endless unreality, and here we'll hide until we can escape through time, the directions of both can calculate the boundaries of infinity That is, we can measure the flow of time itself using tachyons... when we can measure the flow of times, then we can control the flow of time... we can control it forwards... or backwards... think back through reality... that's the only way to find your true reality... just keep thinking back... think back... through reality... think towards a reality you could never imagine creating.
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Anybody here like kratom?
>>9616 Kratom is to marijuana what wine coolers are to actual wine. It's cheap, watered down piss for featherweights and and freshmen sorority girls.
>>9613 You're beginning to sound like some of the Wiccan and Buddhist stuff I've read. "We are all Goddess" or "Each person is God incarnate" or "you can become a Bodhisattva or achieve enlightenment or become one with god" After a lot of thought I figured that if anyone is actually going to merge with God their personality is probably going to change so much that the end result would be the same. Unless of course humans can really become Deities and so far I've seen no evidence of that
>>9625 Might be where some of it is coming from. I studied eastern philosophy for awhile... at some point... can't remember when specifically. I've reached that point where I've taken in so much information, watched so many movies, seen so many TV shows, read so many books, been in so many debates and discussions that at this point it just sort of all blurs together.
>>9619 when i was working at a smoke shop, i had some soccer-mom bitch get flippant with me just because i politely told her we didn't carry kratom. never had it so i don't know what the appeal is
>>9619 Kratom has nothing to do with marijuana though >>9630 It's a very unique drug, stimulant at lower doses, more opiate like effects at higher. It's a member of the coffee family.
>>9631 It's uniquely shit in my opinion, but then I used to take opiates for chronic pain, so maybe my standards for "opiate like" are a bit higher than your average pedestrian.
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Got some of these, but I got the Indica ones this time, tryin to see if there's a big difference in effect or if it's just a bunch of pretentious bushwa. So far, after taking 40mg... yeah I don't really feel much of anything actually, although I'm sure it'll hit me in about another hour or so. Sometimes edibles take a bit of time to really kick in. In other news... happy 420 day! :D
*takes a deep breath* *lets it out* ...well I feel better. ^__^ But seriously, you dumbass humans really created a clusterfuck. Maybe try and THINK before you randomly decide to vaccination the entire population over. I swear, it's as bad as when you used to abuse the shit out of antibiotics. Good going there, Screwballs!
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Seriously you wanna vaccinate for incredibly rare, off the wall, stupid shit that only affects marginal amounts of the population... hey, great, not a big deal... but you DON'T vaccinate for something like the fuckin FLU! ...am I still high? I think I am... but the question is... should I get... ~more~ high? How high could I get... could I get high enough to try consulting with the cat? Do you think cats can talk? Or, like understand talking? I bet that cats can fully understand humans... like, not by our voice though, like I bet cats can read minds... I bet there's a cat reading your mind right now... if you put tin foil on it tho you might be able to block out its telepathic signal. PS - Biden actually has a chance of winning against Trump if he takes on Michelle Obama as his running mate... everyone would expect him to bow out and then Michelle to take over and she has enough likability and "check boxes" to rally the Democrats. ...but, I mean... it's not especially likely to happen... but it could!
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>>10335 Oh, oops... maybe I shouldn't have gone around posting about that. ಠ_ಠ

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