i'm pretty lonely rn, i haven't talks to someone in a long time i don't think im doing okay right now op
the only thinks that bring me any happiness are watching stupid tiktok videos and sleeping.
i hate living with my family not because they're my family(at least i think) but because i think i just have a hatred of other people.
i was meant to escape neetdom sometime this year but with the virus and the shutdown those plans for self betterment were destroyed, i am unsure of my future.
at least 100 times a day i think to myself how i want to die and i daydream of another me who has the guts to slit my wrist to end it all but that me never manifests itself so i am damned to living this hell that is my life.
but other than all that i guess im doing fine.